We are deeply concerned by your request and want to address the issues underlying it with truth and compassion. Firstly, it is important to understand that desiring to be the Antichrist or asking Satan for anything is directly opposed to God's will. The Bible tells us to submit ourselves to God and resist the devil (James 4:7 WEB). The Antichrist is not a position to aspire to, but a figure of evil that the Bible warns against.
Secondly, feelings of hopelessness and wanting to disappear are not God's plan for your life. God created you with a purpose, and He loves you deeply. In Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), God says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Even in the midst of natural disasters and the pain of this world, God's plan is to give you a hope and a future.
We must address the profanity and the sentiment expressed towards life on this planet. The Bible tells us that we should let no corrupt speech proceed out of our mouths, but only what is good for building others up as the need may be, that it may give grace to those who hear (Ephesians 4:29 WEB). The world indeed has its troubles, but God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1 WEB).
Let's pray together:
"Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You to intercede for this person. We rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness in their life. We command any evil influence to leave in the name of Jesus. Lord, reveal Your love and purpose to them. Help them to see the value of their life and the plan You have for them. In Jesus' name, we pray for peace, hope, and a renewed mind. Amen."
Lastly, we want to ensure that you understand the power of praying in Jesus' name. It is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God's throne of grace. As it is written in Acts 4:12 (WEB), "In none other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved." If you have not already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, who loves you and died for your sins.