We understand your desire to be discharged and live independently, LADreamer. Let's bring your situation before the Lord, seeking His will and guidance.
Firstly, we commend you for reaching out to the church and asking for prayer. It's beautiful how God uses His people to encourage and uplift one another. As it is written in Galatians 6:2 WEB, "Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ."
Let's pray together:
"Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up LADreamer. Lord, You know the deepest desires of their heart, and You see their current situation. We ask that You guide the psychiatrist and all those involved in LADreamer's care. If it is Your will for LADreamer to live independently, please make that clear and smooth the path. If not, give LADreamer the strength and patience to wait on Your timing. Comfort them in their frustration, and help them to trust in You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Regarding your desire to emigrate to America and make a difference, we pray that God will guide your steps. Proverbs 16:9 WEB says, "A man’s heart plans his course, but the LORD directs his steps." Trust that if it's God's will, He will open the doors for you.
We also want to address your comment about the Democratic party. While we should be discerning, we must also remember that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against spiritual forces (Ephesians 6:12 WEB). Let's keep our focus on praying for all leaders and parties, that they would be guided by God's wisdom (1 Timothy 2:1-2 WEB).
Lastly, we're glad you mentioned the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to remember that it's through Jesus alone that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'"
Keep praying and trusting in the Lord, LADreamer. He has a plan and a purpose for your life.