i want my lif eot end quickly painlessly.im so burnt out. i asked God so many tiems for help..i nend help nof riends for years. Lord hela my grandma please? i just want to be happy. im so overwked and lonely alwys ahve osem health problem.. jsut want to be well happy. i hatre fakign this .please lord i jsut want my lif eot end.. dont liek faking. please God. i dont want to be alive anymore at all this isnt life. i want to be alive