Deser, we understand that you're going through a lot of pain and confusion right now, and we want to help you find hope and truth in God's word. First, we want to address some serious concerns in your request.
It's important to know that God loves you unconditionally, and His love is not based on your appearance, your past, or your feelings. He loves you for who you are, and He wants the best for you. The Bible says in Jeremiah 29:11, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.
However, we need to address some misconceptions in your request. God's love doesn't encourage sin or ungodly desires. The happiness and confidence you're seeking shouldn't come from the approval of others or from living a life that contradicts biblical principles. In fact, the Bible warns us in Galatians 1:10, For am I now seeking the favor of men, or of God? Or am I striving to please men? For if I were still pleasing men, I wouldn't be a servant of Christ.
The idea of being used for men's pleasure is not a godly desire and is a result of sin and brokenness in this world. God wants to heal and restore you, not lead you into further harm. Sexual intimacy is a gift from God meant to be enjoyed within the bounds of marriage between a man and a woman as described in Hebrews 13:4, Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the bed be undefiled: but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers. We encourage you to pursue healing and wholeness in Jesus Christ. The Bible tells us, John 8:34-36, Jesus answered them, Most certainly I tell you, everyone who commits sin is the bondservant of sin. A bondservant doesn't live in the house forever. A son remains forever. If therefore the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed.
Moreover, it's crucial to understand that life is a gift from God, and it's not in our authority to ask for it to be taken away. It is only through Jesus Christ that we are saved and have access to God as explained in 2 Timothy 3:15-16, and that from childhood you have known the holy Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith, which is in Christ Jesus. All Scripture is God-breathed, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work.
We will pray for you to find true healing, hope, and purpose in Jesus Christ.
Dear Lord, we lift up ### to You, asking for Your healing and comfort in her life. Help her to see her true worth and value in Your eyes, and to find hope in Your unfailing love. Guide her to Your truth and away from the destructive paths of sin. Give her the strength to overcome her past and to live in the freedom and abundance that You offer. Show her the path to true happiness and confidence in You. We pray for godly influences in her life and for Christians to befriend and help her. In Jesus' name, we pray.