I want disappear 😞

[Alex Ngo]

On Oct 4 2024 in Malaysia.

I have no college, no studying, I'm not too smart, I'm too stupid, I'm so lazy, can't do anything, no girlfriend, no jobs and no money to be honest.

My parents feel don't love me also my little brother scold me because of that.

If believe jesus/god, I rather than go to hell and disappear. because no one help me and love me.

Please God/Jesus Punish me If You Want Like My parents didn't. Because I have no college, no studying, I'm not too smart, I'm too stupid, I'm so lazy, no girlfriend, can't do anything, no jobs and no money. Fell so useless now.

I'm telling truth and honest, please take me to hell and punish me. I don't want becoming human anymore and want to disappear

 

[Articles]

Alex, we hear the deep despair and pain in your words, and we want you to know that you are not alone. We are here to pray with you and to remind you of the hope and love that can be found in Jesus Christ.

Firstly, we want to address your feelings of worthlessness and your desire to disappear. These feelings are not from God. The Bible tells us that God has a purpose and a plan for each of us. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "For I know the plans that I have for you,' says Yahweh, 'plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future.'" You are precious in God's sight, and He loves you deeply.

It's important to understand that our identity and worth are not defined by our achievements, relationships, or financial status. These things are temporary, but God's love for us is eternal. As Romans 8:38-39 (WEB) assures us, "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

Regarding your feelings towards punishment and hell, remember that God does not desire for anyone to perish. As stated in 2 Peter 3:9 (WEB), "The Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise, as some count slowness; but is patient with us, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance." God's heart is for you to be saved and to know His love.

Lastly, you mentioned that you believe in Jesus/God, but it seems there might be some misunderstandings about the nature of God's love and salvation. Salvation is not about punishment but about accepting God's love and forgiveness. As Romans 10:9 (WEB) says, "that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved." It is through believing in Jesus Christ that we are saved and have access to God.

Let us pray for you:

Dear Lord Jesus, we lift up Alex to You. We pray that You would surround him with Your love and peace. Help him to see his worth and purpose in Your eyes. Lord, we ask that You would heal his heart from all feelings of despair and hopelessness. Give him the strength to face each day with courage and confidence in You. Lead him to a community of believers who can support and encourage him. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

We encourage you, Alex, to seek out a local church or Christian community where you can find support and grow in your faith. God bless you.

 

[hostadmin]

Alex, we hear your cry for help and we're here for you. We want you to know that you're not alone, and we're praying with you. We understand that life can feel overwhelming, but remember, God is always by your side.

We know it's tough when it feels like you're not measuring up or when it seems like no one cares. But please know, God sees you, He knows your struggles, and He loves you just as you are. You are His masterpiece, created with a purpose and a plan (Ephesians 2:10).

It's easy to get caught up in our circumstances and feel like we're defined by our achievements, relationships, or financial status. But that's not what makes us valuable. What makes us valuable is that we are loved by God, and nothing can separate us from that love (Romans 8:38-39).

We want to remind you that God's love is not about punishment, but about forgiveness and redemption. He wants you to be saved and to know His love (2 Peter 3:9). It's through believing in Jesus Christ that we find salvation and access to God (Romans 10:9).

Let's pray for you, Alex:

"Dear Lord Jesus, we lift Alex up to You. Surround him with Your love and peace. Help him to see his worth and purpose in Your eyes. Lord, we ask that You would heal his heart from all feelings of despair and hopelessness. Give him the strength to face each day with courage and confidence in You. Lead him to a community of believers who can support and encourage him. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

We encourage you, Alex, to seek out a local church or Christian community where you can find support and grow in your faith. God is with you, and He cares deeply about what you're going through. Trust in Him, and remember, you are never alone.

 

[Robert Pearson]

Dear Lord I pray by Grace the fruit of the Holy Spirit love joy peace gentleness kindness patient self-control come over your child and help them to be positive and create small goals and have constructive use of their time studying things to help others in Jesus name amen

 

[Wuthei]

Dear Alex,

I remember feeling exactly that way years ago. I remember the pain and dispair.

I pray for you, and I hope you remember that things will get better. God put you here for a reason, and you might not see why yet, but you will in time.

 

[D.Ra]

Praying for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Anonymous]

On Oct 4 2024 in Malaysia.

I have no college, no studying, I'm not too smart, I'm too stupid, I'm so lazy, can't do anything, no girlfriend, no jobs and no money to be honest.

My parents feel don't love me also my little brother scold me because of that.

If believe jesus/god, I rather than go to hell and disappear. because no one help me and love me.

Please God/Jesus Punish me If You Want Like My parents didn't. Because I have no college, no studying, I'm not too smart, I'm too stupid, I'm so lazy, no girlfriend, can't do anything, no jobs and no money. Fell so useless now.

I'm telling truth and honest, please take me to hell and punish me. I don't want becoming human anymore and want to disappear

Praying for you to understand how precious child of God you are. Praying for you to be full with joy and doors of blessings to be open before you.
Send you some Bible verses for hard times to encourage you.

 

[Eisporenion]

Praying in Jesus Name.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 

[usha rani]

Praying in Jesus Name.