Laermarenn
Disciple of Prayer
Please. I am in need of desperate prayer. It's been almost 2 months since my boyfriend Joshua and I have broken up. He had ended it because of a reason that could have been solved if we properly communicated. Unfortunately, he had stopped talking to me since the 16th of December 2023 has been no communication at all. Although I have been trying to reach out to everyone in his family, including him. He is blinded by his pride and ego. People have been saying things to him saying that he deserves better using God's name. His mum and the people around him have been saying I have no dignity and have not been praying enough just because I am not willing to forget him or let him go. I just want him to understand that I love him and that I just need him to give me a second chance. I was just confused by the things his mom said..using God's word, saying that I should rejoice in the Lord even when she mocked and joked about my family. I was confused about the part that the wife must be under the control of a husband even if she is uncomfortable with some things. I was willing to do anything for him and I still am. I just hope he didnt listen to his mom a lot because there are many things she has been saying about me and he has been listening to her. Please pray that God convicts them of their wrongdoings which they have been doing for years. God has convicted of my sins and my wrongdoings. I just want God to soften Joshua's heart to forgive me and give us a second chance. We were so happy and in love before. Just because of a problem that arose because of his mum's hurting words and just because of a problem that lasted for just a few days. He was willing to let me go and abandon me. I am in so much pain. I can't let him go because i love him. I will be happy with him. Please my whole life is being destroyed because of this separation. Please pray that he tries to communicate with him and that God softens his heart towards me and see the suffering im going through. Please i need him and i love him. I want him to be the last man who would ever touch or be loved by. I cant handle this loss. Please im begging everyone to pray for us to reconcile.