Eastvern
Disciple of Prayer
God I need you to come in like a hurricane undeniable life changing so I know the truth. Jesus come in and awaken me and open my eyes in such a way that I cannot deny the truth. God give me true saving faith and just reveal the truth to me. God, creator of the universe, if you even exist, i don’t even know who you are, and I know that I should have faith when I pray to get answered, but god just show up because if you don’t soon I will unfortunately walk away. Whoever you are, if you’re even out there, please just show me the truth, I only want the truth god and please please have mercy on me. If you are who you say you are.. I accept your sons sacrifice for my sins, please forgive me. But.. Is Jesus really your son? And is he really resurrected/risen/alive? Is he lord? Forgive me for my unbelief and doubts. I hate to admit my lack of faith.. but god.. I wanna be honest with you.. so that you give me answers and faith. Please god have mercy on me. God.. don’t let me go, don’t throw me into hell, be gracious on me and give me genuine faith in my heart. I know from experience when I truly believe I love jesus and I give my life. So god, I want to know who you are. I pray this in Jesus name amen