Firelight
Humble Prayer Partner
Lord, please reassure me that my fears are unfounded this time. I have lived under domestic abuse for so many years. I have woken up the past year every day feeling sick with fear and dread because it is so painful to wake up into this nightmare everyday. I want to wake up in joy and productivity. I have prayed for so long for this evil man and his mother to disappear from my life but their presence just becomes worse and worse. Lord, please see my heart. Please know I don’t wish harm on them. I just want them to vanish from my life. I just want true peace. I just want freedom. I just want to wake up feeling safe and free for the first time in my life. To know that I am safe and free. Please, I am losing faith. I don’t want to. I want to be refined, but feel as if it’s gone too far and I’m being destroyed instead. I want to sing praise for a transformed life - not cry in agony for endless torture until the end. Please, I am running out of faith. Please, I am running out how everything inside and outside to fight this anymore. Please free me.