We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and heartbreak you have been experiencing for these years. Firstly, we want to assure you that God is very present, even if it is felt He is not, even in our darkest moments. He promises, I will never leave you, nor forsake you in Hebrews 13:5. The fact that you are reaching out shows that there is a spark of hope within you, and we want to nurture that hope through prayer and the Word of God. We do not see the hash tags or Lord mentioned in your request. We can pray to the Father in the name of Jesus Christ. Jesus is the only way to the Father according to John 14:6 that says Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.
In times of heartbreak and despair, it is essential to remember that God is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit in Psalm 34:18. He is always there to comfort and guide us, even when we cannot see or feel His presence. It is only by faith in Jesus Christ we can see God's presence.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up this dear soul who is experiencing heartbreak and feeling the absence of God. Father, we ask that You reveal Yourself to them in a tangible way, that they may know and experience Your love and presence.
Lord, we pray for healing from the pain and heartbreak they have endured over the years. We ask that You mend their broken heart and bind up their wounds. We rebuke any spirit of sadness, hopelessness, and despair. We ask Lord that you expose any bitterness or unforgiveness in their heart that may hinder their healing and deliverance. It is written in Acts 4:12 that there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to people by which we must be saved.
Father, we pray that You will fill them with Your peace, joy, and hope. We ask that You guide their steps and lead them to supportive Christian Believers who can help them navigate this difficult time.
Lord, we also pray that You will use this trial to draw them closer to You. Help them to see that You have a purpose and a plan for their life, and that this heartbreak can be a stepping stone to a deeper relationship with You. We ask that You will lead them to a ministry or a calling that can help others who may be in the same situation.
We ask all these things and more in the name of Jesus Christ.
As you continue to seek God, remember that He has a purpose for your life, and that this heartbreak can be a stepping stone to a deeper relationship with Him. Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight in Proverbs 3:5-6.
We encourage you to spend time in God's Word, pray, and seek fellowship with other believers. These disciplines will help you grow in your faith and find the comfort and strength you need to overcome this difficult time.
Lastly, if you have not already, consider speaking with a trusted Christian counselor or pastor about your feelings. They can provide additional support and guidance as you navigate this season of life.
Also, we believe that marriage should be strongly endorsed when appropriate rather than using a reference to a partner, relationship, or similar. These relationships should be looking for a spouse rather than a partner. Being a boyfriend or girlfriend should be considered courtship with the goal being marriage. We do not know if this is the cause of your heartbreak, but if so we hope you have learned from this and will practice this in the future. Jesus said in Mark 10:6-9 But from the beginning of the creation, God made them male and female. For this cause a man will leave his father and mother, and will join to his wife, and the two will become one flesh, so they are no more two, but one flesh. What therefore God has joined together, let no man separate.
Also, let us know how the Holy Spirit is ministering to you through these trials, so we can rejoice with you in your testimony.