Alazoneleuo
Disciple of Prayer
I truly truly need prayer for several things one is I have a work van and I have to have this I'm a painter and I've been having some really weird engine issues and I really I put a lot of money into this thing and it's not running right and I just need God to send me the right mechanic or the right person to fix this issue because I know the the Lord put this vision in my heart and I just don't understand cuz I put probably a lot of money over $1,000 just in the van and that's not counting what I paid for it so I'm I'm feeling distressed and worried and concerned and and I just really need God's a miracle here on my van cuz that's how I work I'm also for my wife who's currently I don't know if she's in a treatment place or what but she's on drugs and not doing the greatest and you know doing the scheming people and doing whatever she can to hustle and you know for drug money even to the point of prostitution she's been and I'm it's the mother of my children and I'm just the place now where I'm so tired of it I want to get a divorce and the Lord knows my heart where I've tried over and over repeatedly with her and she turns around and she hates my guts she had me locked up she makes up lies on me she slanders me to people even church people and it's awful her name's Jessica tournament and I'm I mean I really need some wisdom here too my children as a result of this or with my parents Bob and Phyllis who are up in Mansfield Ohio and praise God for my children being there and not with their mother cuz my kids have been traumatized by some of the things that her mother did to them and I'm just so concerned that her schemes and why all her tricks would just come to nothing she's talking about somehow getting a bunch of monies from the government or something for this coronavirus stuff and she's going to use it to get an attorney and all this and I'm just like Lord I just commit this situation in your hand but it still is disconcerting because she will lie she lies so convincingly you almost it's it's she uses people's emotions and she was raised that way to be pretty much a habitual liar her mom had been married several times four or five times and cheated on every husband and has my wife has three brothers and they're all half brothers and it's just a messed up situation she comes from a family of sex abuse and Mormonism and she's just got some real strongholds and I just humbly ask that you could pray for the strongholds be broken I and in my own life that that you know if I'm hardening my heart towards my wife with the Lord if if it's not his will that I divorce her that he would show me but if it is his will he will confirm it to me because I just feel like I need to divorce her to protect myself and my children for my for the sanity of my future cuz every day she's a different person and I just I just need a lot of prayers thank you so much for being available and I pray a special blessing for each person that prays for me in this situation Lord I ask Holy Spirit I ask heavenly Father the Lord you will meet there needs as well Lord you know all our needs Lord there is no nothing too difficult for you Lord there is there anything too hard for you God I know there isn't Lord I just pray that you would fix my brothers and sister's situation for meet them where they need you Lord meet them at that place and Lord you know where I need you and I just pray your angels Lord in that and and your angels and my brothers and sisters lives