Bennie Deysel
Humble Prayer Partner
I tried to remove the cross around my neck just now and the hook hurt me not opening im here now I dont want to put up my bible and my cross. Im listening to a Christian radio station right now. Im going to share my heart story. Jesus give me a car you know how I told you. But without my permission my father told the mechanic to remove my cars arcon and cut of anything he see is not useful. Im so sad the arcon was mine he removed it and broke it up to sell as scrap how dare they do this to me they probably cut of all the wires to my electronic windows im going to sell the car now if it comes home with tears in my eye's. Just now my father wanted a name in the phone book I told him I dont understand a phone book what must I look for he told me im just to laizy to do it then I went on google and search for the name and he screams on me and throw the telephone book on the ground. Its sad that he was always to drunk and under pills to be a father to me wen a child needed a father the most he chaised me and my mother away I grew up without a father but know I have forgiven him but stil he treats me like I am just a peace of trash. I wish jesus can send me a good job so that I may be able to get my own place. Im 27 years old and I give you my word I have no say in life maby its because I have no good income or no love. Back to the point I have worked hard so so hard to buy my second car and now my father has done this to me I have payed for my car and my repair this is my second car know why? My father sold my 1st one that I also have bought with my own money. May jesus take my life please pray that Jesus come and take me home wen and if my soul is ready im done I give up if been here asking countless times for prayers everything is stil the same
