Anonymous
Beloved of All
i tried to kill myself this weekend....im giving up i praise our lord everyday i give all my love to god he has become like every other person whose words dont match action.....i claim his promises i praise and worship but after years of allowing crumbs poverty homelessness and abuse i have not been delivererd and im not going to make it much longer i need god to show his love for me....hes just another person with words and no action and please pray for my children and i and please do not give me some bs about gods plan and how im doing something wrong...its by grace not by works and i do what is just and right and soon i will see how he rescues(isaiah 56) its totally acceptable to want a manifestation of love...we would expect that from people in our lives and we should be able to request that from this all sufficient loving god....in fact it should be expected.....god rescue my family