I think I know why I suffer with severe depression.

[BeutifultoGod]

I think I know why I suffer with severe depression. Due to a wounded spirit and wounded heart. Plus some traumatic experiences. I have asked for help from family members but they all seem annoyed by me and I feel bad and sad. I have tried therapist, churches and looked on my own for places to help me. This was when I did not have a job and I needed them for help with paying for it. I have done things and sinned and ran away from God. I try to run back to church but I think since I use to read horoscopes and stuff like that it has demonic oppression of possession on me. Hard to read my bible, listen to worship songs and others. I am really having a hard time because I feel so weak and suicidal thoughts sometimes come to my head. I really have no one. Yes, they are around me but they judge, condemn, mock, are insensitive and others. I do get angry and lash out too and I know it is wrong but I am frustrated and broken hearted because no one understand. I am tired of people saying they will just pray for me or I can talk to them whenever I need too. I don't need to talk I need help. I need God to heal my soul, my spirit is crushed and my body is weak. I am scared at times and sometime I lose faith in God but I keep pressing on. I don't know what to do anymore. I never would have thought in a million years I will be in this place. Lord I pray you have not given up on me since I have of myself. But I need you and I would love for you to love me when people have not and be there for me when people have not. I cannot go to church because people do not understand and I don't want to be judge. I need deliverance from demons but I am scared because the last time I tired my heart was beating so fast I thought I was going to die. Lord I pray I can get the strength to write my problem from childhood until now so Rose can help. In Jesus Name Amen

 

[WingsofaDove]

I have prayed for this request and for the Lord to direct every aspect of your life. In Jesus name Amen. You may pray for God's will in my life and the unspoken requests of my heart. God bless you.

 

[BeutifultoGod]

I have prayed for this request and for the Lord to direct every aspect of your life. In Jesus name Amen. You may pray for God's will in my life and the unspoken requests of my heart. God bless you.

Prayers to you.

 

[Basil]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Shermarie]

May our loving God hear and answer your prayer request. In Jesus precious name, Amen!! :heart:

Ephesians 3:20 (KJV) Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us

 

[Yummer73]

May you trust in the Lord to give you strength and to find beauty in your life.  Try to think of at least 1 positive thing a day, you can do this.  The Lord loves you.

 

[K.m Binil kumar]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Saraha]

I am praying for you and asking God to hear and answer your prayers. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[ellie12]

May God answer your prayers according His Infinite Mercy and Glory!!In Jesus name amen!

24“ ‘ “The Lord bless you

and keep you;

25the Lord make his face shine on you

and be gracious to you;

26the Lord turn his face toward you

and give you peace.” ’

 

[MerciMe]

Father God, Please ignite the fire of hope within the hearts and minds of all those crying out to You right now. May Your divine power penetrate the very fiber of their being and may every petition that fits within Your perfect will be answered in a mighty way in Jesus Holy Name. Amen.