pray4mepls
Prayer Partner
I think heartache is the most painful thing a person's body can experience, I thought it was tootache. With heartache a person's mind, body, and soul are affected. Lord it is really difficult for me to feel this pain, I don't even have someone to talk to about this. Lord is it really the end for our friendship? Because lately when I checked my FB account, he's not anymore in my friends list and when I searched his FB name, I can't find him anymore, I think he blocked me as well. Lord can we still see each other in the future? If that happens I will not know what to say but one thing's for sure oh Lord, I want our friendship back because part of myself is saying I must not let go of him and that I miss him but huge percentage of myself says I want to let go because with all the happiness I had with him became the bad things which makes me a lonely person now. After all things had been said and done in our fight, is there a sin that can't be forgiven? I hope and pray that one of these days we can meet and reconcile. Lord lately I'm starting to regain my strength and inspiration to move on and forget about what happened to us as well as forgetting the friendship that we had but when I knew that he unfriended me and blocked me in -banned site- I was saddened again. Lord when I hear things that reminds me of our friendship, I lose focus and control, which are the things I need because I need to do my part as a graduating student and employee. It is really hard to work and study at the same time especially when you lose focus. It is indeed true when they say "somebody stole my heart" because that is what seems to happen to me. Lord I want my wounded heart back. Lord I don't really understand what's wrong with people like him that fools people, I mean our love was just good in the beginning, in the middle part we fought but we were able to cope up and regain our love until this bad thing happened that caused or friendship and love to be out of the picture. Lord I can still remember the happiness he brought to my life but right now all I feel remembering the good past is pain because I know no matter how I try to get it back it will not return anymore especially that we had a fight. Lord lately when I saw people crying for their loved one who died, I thought to myself "how I wish I could cry hard enough for this emotional pain to subside". Lately I overheard the radio with the segment about the broken-hearted people, I was able to relate the things that the radio announcers played during the segment to what happened from day one of love and friendship until now, my eyes were filled with tears which helped me to feel emotionally light somehow. Lord I surrender all my burdens to you, please give me rest. To all pastors and church leaders please pray for me that I find peace, comfort, wisdom, strength, courage, inspiration, motivation, encouragement, and enthusiasm with my life. Lord please bring back the happy person I was before. I claim prosperity in your mighty Name! My God and Savior forever. In JESUS Name! Amen.