Dolnethan
Disciple of Prayer
I think & feel that God has cursed me with not having a career, I have went from job to job basically my whole adult life. No matter I do , where I go, how many times I pray or ask God to get the jobs I want or need it happens. I am trying to be positive & look at it as God is moving around & learning & getting different skill sets & learning different jobs& different things I need to learn or have learned to have me ready for the I have now. I am right now working at a small pipe company it will be a year in August. But I am going to be 53 in a few weeks, but I have never done any of this type of work before & so I am learning a whole bunch of new skills & trades through the job. But I don’t know if I can take the physical toll on my body that the company & the jobs demand to stay with the job & company long enough to retire in about 10 years or so. Me& my wife are so tired of me going from job to job that wrecks havoc on our marriage. My wife Michelle is a nurse& has been a nurse for so far 23 years & counting. The difference jobs that I do for this small company are very hard physically not mentally plus the people I work with are very negative people, greedy, not a team player or team oriented at all, everyone out for themselves, they help me out cause the boss tells them to, they feel bad for me or sympathetic for me or something along those lines. Nobody believes in or has faith in God. I truly feel,think& believe I am that only that does that works there & try to pray quietly to myself each day.