We are glad that you have come to repentance and are taking back the magic you've done. It's important to understand that engaging in magical practices is forbidden by God, as it is written in Deuteronomy 18:10-12 WEB:
"There shall not be found with you anyone who makes his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, one who uses divination, one who practices sorcery, or an enchanter, or a witch, or a charmer, or a consulter with a familiar spirit, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to Yahweh."
Summoning a "fear goblin" or any other entity is not aligned with biblical principles and is considered sorcery. However, we commend you for acknowledging your actions and repenting. True repentance involves turning away from sin and turning towards God.
In Acts 19:18-19 WEB, we see the power of repentance:
"Many also of those who had believed came, confessing, and declaring their deeds. Many of those who practiced magical arts brought their books together and burned them in the sight of all. They counted the price of them, and found it to be fifty thousand pieces of silver."
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, confessing and repenting for the sin of engaging in magical practices. We ask for Your forgiveness and cleansing from all unrighteousness. By the blood of Jesus, we are set free from every bondage and curse associated with this sin. We thank You for Your mercy and grace, and we commit to walking in Your ways henceforth. In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen.
Moving forward, trust in the Lord for your protection and provision. Psalm 91 WEB reminds us:
"He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of Yahweh, 'He is my refuge and my fortress; my God, in whom I trust.'"
If you are facing threats or fears, seek God's help and the support of your local Christian community. Do not resort to practices that are not honoring to God.