The private landlord named Joseph
who had contacted me to rent his apartment
would now like to move himself
and re-locate to Florida permanently...if possible...
and so it appears he will not need me as his tenant
and will probably be selling his house too
This A True Set Back For Me
and is very disappointing......
i have come soo close to rental's both local
and out of state and then AT THE LAST MINUTE
FOR VARIOUS REASON'S...THEY WILL ALL FALL THRU
it takes much courage and perseverance
and much resilience and strength
and persistence....
all on my part
to continue on as this has been 10 years now
since Hurricane Sandy
Because i was not a homeowner at the time this
natural disaster had happened
i never had any stability...to begin with
or a home of my own to go back to
once it had been repaired
To be a tenant and rent is a never ending cycle
and i dream one day of being able to own my own home
i have researched Habitat For Humanity
but i would have to go out of state
where they have more programs i would qualify for
then the state i am currently in right now
I CRY OUT TO YOU GOD
FOR THE WILL TO KEEP ON SEARCHING
i look and make phone calls everyday
but it is getting harder and harder for me
as each week goes by
and because i face a deadline of next February
now i really stressed out and under much intense pressure too
Time can go by soo fast
and the current housing market is getting
more and more expensive and less and less
readily available all over the United States....
FATHER GOD...MY ABBA--DADDY
GIVE ME A SPECIAL INSPIRATION
AND SPECIFIC GUIDANCE AND DIRECTION
TO JUST EXACTLY WHERE I NEED TO GO....
I ASK AGAIN
IS THERE ANY STATE THAT WOULD BE
FAVORABLE TO MY RENT SUBSIDY
OTHER THEN THE STATES
I HAVE CURRENTLY
RESEARCHED...and also have
over these past ten years now ?
in my humble estimation
i am too weary to now make an out of state
move and all of my doctor's would agree
that it is going to ne too hard on me physically and mentally and emotionally...
i would also be in agreement with that professional assessment as well...
AND
IN MY HUMBLE ESTIMATION
WITH THIS COVID-19 PANDEMIC
NOW WORLD--WIDE AND IN ALL
50 STATES OF THE U.S.A.
HUMAN WISDOM WOULD SAY TO STAY LOCALLY FOR NOW
AS IT WOULD BE THE SAFEST DECISION
I ASK SPECIFICALLY
FOR JUST A SWEET AND SAFE LOCAL RENTAL HERE
WHERE I NOW AM TEMPORARILY...
AND A LANDLORD WHO TRULY WANTS BOTH ME AND MY RENTAL SIBSIDY
AND WOULD WELCOME ME
WITH OPEN ARMS
AND A KIND HEART....
SO I CAN BE SETTLED DOWN AT LAST
IN SECURITY AND WITH MUCH
PEACE OF MIND
BOTH SAFE AND UNAFRAID...AND FEEL LIKE
I AM FINALLY NOW HOME AT LAST....
I CRY OUT FOR THIS IN JESUS'S NAME
NIGHT AND DAY UNCEASINGLY...
AND
SURELY YOU CAN OPEN THAT JUST
ONE RIGHT DOOR
AND LEAD ME TO IT BY YOUR HOLY SPIRIT...A.S.A.P...
I PUT THE WHOLE OF MY TRUST IN YOU
AND YOU ALONE.....
AND IN YOUR CHOICE OF A NEW
PLACE TO LIVE FOR ME
I KNOW THAT YOU DO KNOW BEST OF ALL....BECAUSE YOUR WISDOM IS PERFECT
AND YOU ALSO KNOW WHAT MY FUTURE
NOW HOLDS...AND WHERE WOULD BE
BEST FOR ME TO NEXT RESIDE...
i know there was no room at the Inn for Mary and Joseph......
and yet You did provide a manger...and then they went
to Egypt...after Jesus was born....
Please bring me
where you want me next.....
LEAD ME BY THE HAND
WITH YOUR HAND IN MINE
TO MY FINAL DESTINATION
OF A NICE AND QUIET PLACE TO RESIDE....AND SETTLE DOWN IN...
HOLY IS THE LORD
HOLY IS HIS NAME
HOLY IS THE LORD...
in Jesus's Name
i continue to intercede with all of my heart
as time God is of the essence
Time is very fast running out for me
and time does not appear to be on my side any more...it never truly was since
that Hurricane Happened....
BUT YOU ARE ON MY SIDE DADDY--GOD
AND YOU ARE FOR ME
AND IF YOU GOD ARE FOR ME
THEN WHO CAN BE AGAINST ME ?
NO ONE............Amen.....x.o.x.o.x
I EXPECT A MIRACLE ANY DAY NOW
IT COULD EVEN BE TONIGHT
OR EVEN AS SOON AS TOMORROW TOO...
I EXPECT A MIRACLE
AND I PROCLAIM IN FAITH
THAT SOMETHING SOO VERY GOOD
IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME....
I CALL THOSE THINGS THAT BE NOT
AS THOUGH THEY ALREADY WERE
AND I WALK BY FAITH
AND NOT BY SIGHT...
THE JUST SHALL LIVE BY FAITH...
Daddy--God--Abba--Father
i ask all of this again unceasingly
until the answer is given to me
and YOU provide the next place for me...
to live....in peace and joy and love....
i ask this all
in your son Jesus's Name..........
Amen and Amen....x.o.x.o.x....
Now So Be It Done
To The Glory Of The Lord...
and may YOU get all of the Glory
when this prayer is finally answered
as You alone deserve too.....
and again i say
Amen...and so be it....Amen....x.o.x.o.x....
who had contacted me to rent his apartment
would now like to move himself
and re-locate to Florida permanently...if possible...
and so it appears he will not need me as his tenant
and will probably be selling his house too
This A True Set Back For Me
and is very disappointing......
i have come soo close to rental's both local
and out of state and then AT THE LAST MINUTE
FOR VARIOUS REASON'S...THEY WILL ALL FALL THRU
it takes much courage and perseverance
and much resilience and strength
and persistence....
all on my part
to continue on as this has been 10 years now
since Hurricane Sandy
Because i was not a homeowner at the time this
natural disaster had happened
i never had any stability...to begin with
or a home of my own to go back to
once it had been repaired
To be a tenant and rent is a never ending cycle
and i dream one day of being able to own my own home
i have researched Habitat For Humanity
but i would have to go out of state
where they have more programs i would qualify for
then the state i am currently in right now
I CRY OUT TO YOU GOD
FOR THE WILL TO KEEP ON SEARCHING
i look and make phone calls everyday
but it is getting harder and harder for me
as each week goes by
and because i face a deadline of next February
now i really stressed out and under much intense pressure too
Time can go by soo fast
and the current housing market is getting
more and more expensive and less and less
readily available all over the United States....
FATHER GOD...MY ABBA--DADDY
GIVE ME A SPECIAL INSPIRATION
AND SPECIFIC GUIDANCE AND DIRECTION
TO JUST EXACTLY WHERE I NEED TO GO....
I ASK AGAIN
IS THERE ANY STATE THAT WOULD BE
FAVORABLE TO MY RENT SUBSIDY
OTHER THEN THE STATES
I HAVE CURRENTLY
RESEARCHED...and also have
over these past ten years now ?
in my humble estimation
i am too weary to now make an out of state
move and all of my doctor's would agree
that it is going to ne too hard on me physically and mentally and emotionally...
i would also be in agreement with that professional assessment as well...
AND
IN MY HUMBLE ESTIMATION
WITH THIS COVID-19 PANDEMIC
NOW WORLD--WIDE AND IN ALL
50 STATES OF THE U.S.A.
HUMAN WISDOM WOULD SAY TO STAY LOCALLY FOR NOW
AS IT WOULD BE THE SAFEST DECISION
I ASK SPECIFICALLY
FOR JUST A SWEET AND SAFE LOCAL RENTAL HERE
WHERE I NOW AM TEMPORARILY...
AND A LANDLORD WHO TRULY WANTS BOTH ME AND MY RENTAL SIBSIDY
AND WOULD WELCOME ME
WITH OPEN ARMS
AND A KIND HEART....
SO I CAN BE SETTLED DOWN AT LAST
IN SECURITY AND WITH MUCH
PEACE OF MIND
BOTH SAFE AND UNAFRAID...AND FEEL LIKE
I AM FINALLY NOW HOME AT LAST....
I CRY OUT FOR THIS IN JESUS'S NAME
NIGHT AND DAY UNCEASINGLY...
AND
SURELY YOU CAN OPEN THAT JUST
ONE RIGHT DOOR
AND LEAD ME TO IT BY YOUR HOLY SPIRIT...A.S.A.P...
I PUT THE WHOLE OF MY TRUST IN YOU
AND YOU ALONE.....
AND IN YOUR CHOICE OF A NEW
PLACE TO LIVE FOR ME
I KNOW THAT YOU DO KNOW BEST OF ALL....BECAUSE YOUR WISDOM IS PERFECT
AND YOU ALSO KNOW WHAT MY FUTURE
NOW HOLDS...AND WHERE WOULD BE
BEST FOR ME TO NEXT RESIDE...
i know there was no room at the Inn for Mary and Joseph......
and yet You did provide a manger...and then they went
to Egypt...after Jesus was born....
Please bring me
where you want me next.....
LEAD ME BY THE HAND
WITH YOUR HAND IN MINE
TO MY FINAL DESTINATION
OF A NICE AND QUIET PLACE TO RESIDE....AND SETTLE DOWN IN...
HOLY IS THE LORD
HOLY IS HIS NAME
HOLY IS THE LORD...
in Jesus's Name
i continue to intercede with all of my heart
as time God is of the essence
Time is very fast running out for me
and time does not appear to be on my side any more...it never truly was since
that Hurricane Happened....
BUT YOU ARE ON MY SIDE DADDY--GOD
AND YOU ARE FOR ME
AND IF YOU GOD ARE FOR ME
THEN WHO CAN BE AGAINST ME ?
NO ONE............Amen.....x.o.x.o.x
I EXPECT A MIRACLE ANY DAY NOW
IT COULD EVEN BE TONIGHT
OR EVEN AS SOON AS TOMORROW TOO...
I EXPECT A MIRACLE
AND I PROCLAIM IN FAITH
THAT SOMETHING SOO VERY GOOD
IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME....
I CALL THOSE THINGS THAT BE NOT
AS THOUGH THEY ALREADY WERE
AND I WALK BY FAITH
AND NOT BY SIGHT...
THE JUST SHALL LIVE BY FAITH...
Daddy--God--Abba--Father
i ask all of this again unceasingly
until the answer is given to me
and YOU provide the next place for me...
to live....in peace and joy and love....
i ask this all
in your son Jesus's Name..........
Amen and Amen....x.o.x.o.x....
Now So Be It Done
To The Glory Of The Lord...
and may YOU get all of the Glory
when this prayer is finally answered
as You alone deserve too.....
and again i say
Amen...and so be it....Amen....x.o.x.o.x....
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