Rochaemielle
Disciple of Prayer
Hi, A few weeks ago I posted a prayer request. And I saw some movement and things started to manifest a little. I prayed that my ex; Jamie, make it clear to me what his intentions are. We still talk, spend weekends away and he came over Monday to fix my hot water heater. We broke up 2 months ago. He says he doesn’t feel worthy or me and I deserve better and that he is damaged. But yet, he continues to text and ask me to go out. And he still calls me “babe”, “darling” and “dear”. As you can guess, this is confusing me. I love this man very much and I pray daily to the Lord that if it this person is not divinely guided, then to set my heart free. But if it is in God’s will, then I will wait and be patient as God works on him. But my heart aches, I feel weary and weak. I have prayed for my own strength to endure. I feel like nothing is happening. I want a husband to share my path with, but I don’t want to miss my soulmate while waiting on Jamie and it be a mistake because I am can’t hear God. I am trying. I am trying to stay in tune. But I am all alone, nobody even knows we are broken up except us, you and God. Please pray that I can come out of this stagnancy and see movement. I do love God, and I love Jamie. I wish that I could detach from the outcome and give up control. I wish Jamie could find his worth. Thank you all!