I still have not been able to pay out of pocket cost for school. I may have to put it on hold. I need to finish in order to support my 4 kids as a single mom. I don’t have any income right now. I had to leave my job because of my husband’s errors and problems he created. I just had a baby 2 1/2 weeks ago and it’s been difficult to deal with courts and child services, studying, taking my kids to appointments, homework, housework and dealing with things emotionally. I’m heartbroken and stressed about how I am going to get by. I have been blessed to have food in my fridge and barely make it. But I have not paid rant or bills. I’m struggling so much. I need help. I need some problems resolved and I most importantly need to finish school and be able to come to peace with this situation and let go of thought for my husband so I can have a clear mind and be able to be the best mom. I hope he doesn’t abandon his responsibilities for someone else. I hope he somehow is able to seek the lord and be better. This man has hurt me so much and my kids. I loved him so much and now we can no longer be together because of his doings. Give me strength lord, peace, wisdom , comfort, good health and provide anything we are lacking.