Lulsa
Disciple of Prayer
I started to overthink what my boyfriend would be doing when I am not around. There are doubts starting to envelop the way I perceive him especially when I found evidence to feel such. One day I left an audio recorder at home. I heard my boyfriend talking sweetly to someone over the phone to a point where my boyfriend is teasing him with something provocative. I had to question whether am I not enough that’s why he’s talking to someone else. I just want a normal relationship since this is my first. I pray for peace of mind and heart. I pray that he realize that he has to let go of his peculiarities and focus instead on nourishing the love that we have. Let this be the last and lead him to a path of loyalty and honesty. I badly want this relationship to work but I can’t if it’s only me who’s willing to do such.