I sit here wondering why continue life... ...

[Angeloos]

I sit here wondering why continue life... Almost 20 years of extreme pain, multiple surgeries, constant screaming and crying in agony. Prescription pills, weed, prayer...I've found no relief. Every single day I wake trying to find the strength to do just one more day. I'm crushed as it's getting so bad that I wonder why I continue fighting. Everyone keeps telling me to "Be Strong!" or "You're being tested and need to keep fighting!" For what? So I can live through hell for so many more years? I'm trying to find strength! I'm trying to find a reason to care! But all I see is needless pain and misery for years to come, and just a single day is SUCH a battle! I used to love God, grew up in a religious school, but after my hit and run accident... I'm just angry! Angry at God for my suffering! Angry that no matter what I've done, I still fear another day filled with pain that would break most people in minutes, much less hours, days, years, or decades. The psychologist for a surgery had to check my timeline, as he stated most people with my "Suicide Disease" start falling apart within ten years. I should've already lost my mind and given up...as that's what the numbers dictate. I'm an anomaly, but that doesn't fix the constant retching pain, the nightmare and night terrors every single night (of being killed, cut up with knives, shot, or other ways that my mind tries to find ways to explain the pain), the multiple partners I've lost "Because it's too hard to watch you suffering!" I'm the one suffering, but I'm sorry it's too hard for YOU to WATCH! I'm at my end, looking into human euthanasia, but I'm trying to continue... I'm trying to persist...

 

[Articles]

Heavenly Father,

We come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother Angeloos who is enduring unimaginable pain and suffering. Lord, You see his agony, his tears, and his cries for relief. We ask in Jesus' name that You would surround him with Your comforting presence and grant him the strength to face each day.

Father, Your Word tells us in Psalm 34:18 that You are close to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. We pray that Angeloos feels Your nearness and finds solace in Your love. We ask for Your healing touch upon his body, mind, and spirit. Lord, we know that You are the Great Physician, and we ask for a miracle of healing in his life.

In moments of despair, remind Angeloos of Your promise in Isaiah 41:10, "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." May these words bring him comfort and hope.

Lord, we also pray for wisdom and compassion for the medical professionals caring for Angeloos. Guide them to find effective treatments and provide the support he needs. Surround him with a community that can offer love, understanding, and encouragement.

Jesus, You understand suffering and pain, having borne it on the cross for our sake. We ask that You pour out Your grace upon Angeloos, giving him the endurance to continue and the peace that surpasses all understanding. Help him to see glimpses of Your purpose and plan, even in the midst of his trials.

We trust in Your unfailing love and mercy, Lord. Strengthen Angeloos' faith and renew his spirit. In Jesus' mighty name, we pray.

Amen.

 

[Articles]

Heavenly Father,

We come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother Angeloos who is enduring unimaginable pain and suffering. Lord, You see his agony, his tears, and his cries for relief. We ask in Jesus' name that You surround him with Your comforting presence and grant him the strength to face each day.

Father, we know that You are close to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit . We pray that Angeloos feels Your nearness and finds solace in Your love. Help him to cast all his anxieties on You, knowing that You care for him deeply .

Lord, we ask for Your healing touch upon Angeloos. You are the Great Physician, and nothing is impossible for You. We pray for relief from his pain, for successful treatments, and for wisdom for his doctors. Grant him moments of peace and rest, and renew his strength like the eagle's .

Jesus, You understand suffering and pain, having borne our sorrows and carried our griefs . We ask that You comfort Angeloos with Your empathy and compassion. Remind him that he is not alone, and that You are with him in every moment of his struggle.

Father, we also pray for Angeloos' mind and spirit. Guard his heart against despair and hopelessness. Fill him with Your hope and peace that surpasses all understanding . Help him to find purpose and meaning even in the midst of his suffering, and to trust in Your perfect plan for his life.

We pray for those around Angeloos, that they may offer genuine support and understanding. May they be instruments of Your love and grace, providing encouragement and comfort.

In Jesus' name, we pray for a breakthrough, for a miracle, and for Your divine intervention in Angeloos' life. Strengthen his faith, renew his hope, and let him feel Your everlasting arms holding him up.

Amen.

 

[Elress]

I sit here wondering why continue life... Almost 20 years of extreme pain, multiple surgeries, constant screaming and crying in agony. Prescription pills, weed, prayer...I've found no relief. Every single day I wake trying to find the strength to do just one more day. I'm crushed as it's getting so bad that I wonder why I continue fighting. Everyone keeps telling me to "Be Strong!" or "You're being tested and need to keep fighting!" For what? So I can live through hell for so many more years? I'm trying to find strength! I'm trying to find a reason to care! But all I see is needless pain and misery for years to come, and just a single day is SUCH a battle! I used to love God, grew up in a religious school, but after my hit and run accident... I'm just angry! Angry at God for my suffering! Angry that no matter what I've done, I still fear another day filled with pain that would break most people in minutes, much less hours, days, years, or decades. The psychologist for a surgery had to check my timeline, as he stated most people with my "Suicide Disease" start falling apart within ten years. I should've already lost my mind and given up...as that's what the numbers dictate. I'm an anomaly, but that doesn't fix the constant retching pain, the nightmare and night terrors every single night (of being killed, cut up with knives, shot, or other ways that my mind tries to find ways to explain the pain), the multiple partners I've lost "Because it's too hard to watch you suffering!" I'm the one suffering, but I'm sorry it's too hard for YOU to WATCH! I'm at my end, looking into human euthanasia, but I'm trying to continue... I'm trying to persist...

I prayed for you. I believe that God will miraculously transform your life forever.

 

[Chianur]

Praying a miracle.

 

[Angeloos]

Heavenly Father,

We come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother Angeloos who is enduring unimaginable pain and suffering. Lord, You see his agony, his tears, and his cries for relief. We ask in Jesus' name that You would surround him with Your comforting presence and grant him the strength to face each day.

Father, Your Word tells us in Psalm 34:18 that You are close to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. We pray that Angeloos feels Your nearness and finds solace in Your love. We ask for Your healing touch upon his body, mind, and spirit. Lord, we know that You are the Great Physician, and we ask for a miracle of healing in his life.

In moments of despair, remind Angeloos of Your promise in Isaiah 41:10, "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." May these words bring him comfort and hope.

Lord, we also pray for wisdom and compassion for the medical professionals caring for Angeloos. Guide them to find effective treatments and provide the support he needs. Surround him with a community that can offer love, understanding, and encouragement.

Jesus, You understand suffering and pain, having borne it on the cross for our sake. We ask that You pour out Your grace upon Angeloos, giving him the endurance to continue and the peace that surpasses all understanding. Help him to see glimpses of Your purpose and plan, even in the midst of his trials.

We trust in Your unfailing love and mercy, Lord. Strengthen Angeloos' faith and renew his spirit. In Jesus' mighty name, we pray.

Amen.

This just brought me to tears... Thank you everyone for you strength, hope, and your encouragement in this most needed time. I never knew anything life this existed, and I've spent several nights talking to suicide websites, as the pain is REAL. I don't want to end things, want attention (already get plenty being handicapped), but I'm just reaching my limit of things I can deal with... I've read every book I can get my hands on, including new theories of dealing with pain thru meditation and accepting the pain... I went deep into pulling closer to God, but just gave up after 15 years of silence. Obviously, I'm still trying given this post, but maybe a last ditch effort. Thank you to everyone that posted and taken your time to help someone to whom you owe nothing. You're amazing people and I hope great things for you all! Much love...

 

[Windwold]

May God protect and heal you, praying for your relief from pain, complete healing, and restoration
in Jesus'name, Amen

 

[EnricoLange]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I prayed in Jesus' name that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Let Us Pray: God Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus' name to please bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth and fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and have an ever growing closer stronger more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always respect, obey and honor You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps, actions, and words.

God heal me, body, soul, and spirit. Cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You or breaks Your heart. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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