Dethmas
Disciple of Prayer
I sent a message early morning. I'm full of hatred toward God. Years back I
was angry in my drunken rage I said the " F " word at the Holy Spirit. I've
never been the same since. I was. Getting prayer and was actually starting
to feel better. Yesterday I started hating God so much because my life has
been full of heartache, disappointment, sickness, and anger since I was a
child. I was hating God for me being born. Why would he let me be born if I
was destined for hell. Like Judas Escariot, it would have been better for
me to have never been born. What can I do to get answers. Am I passed that
point if no return? Should I give up on everything? Do I even have a chance
of going to heaven. Can I be saved ? I've lived with this anger all my life
and I have tried to serve God but I am much too weak to be a Christian or a
human being
was angry in my drunken rage I said the " F " word at the Holy Spirit. I've
never been the same since. I was. Getting prayer and was actually starting
to feel better. Yesterday I started hating God so much because my life has
been full of heartache, disappointment, sickness, and anger since I was a
child. I was hating God for me being born. Why would he let me be born if I
was destined for hell. Like Judas Escariot, it would have been better for
me to have never been born. What can I do to get answers. Am I passed that
point if no return? Should I give up on everything? Do I even have a chance
of going to heaven. Can I be saved ? I've lived with this anger all my life
and I have tried to serve God but I am much too weak to be a Christian or a
human being