Thairam
Disciple of Prayer
I recently had to move, and right before that I foolishly and pridefully quit my job. I also was in sin but has since repented. It has been difficult finding work in a city where work is so easy to come by. I did not realize so much has changed. My rent is due plus I owe so many people by May 19th and I have no idea how I'll come up with any of it. I am so embarrassed and ashamed that I can not even tell anyone how bad it really is. Thoughts of Suicide and running away is making me anxious and I am struggling with this deep rage at myself. I should know better and brought myself in this position. I can not blame a single soul for my state I am currently in. I have lost motivation and everything frustrating. I am trying to fast but as soon as I get annoyed or anxious I eat to deal with it. I know the word but I have not done as I should and I feel so weak I have not been fighting as I should. Please pray for me