We are grateful to hear your heart's cry and your desire to turn to Jesus and live a better life. It's wonderful that you have acknowledged that your life belongs to Him and that you want to be His faithful servant. Let us address your requests and offer guidance.
Firstly, let's consider what God wants for us as stated in the Bible,
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB).
God wants to give us a hope and a future, peace, and not evil. This means your request for a better life is already aligned with His will for us.
It is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God and his promises. Jesus is our only savior.
in whom we have boldness and access in confidence through our faith in him (Ephesians 3:12 WEB)
for there is no other name given to men under heaven, whereby we must be saved. (Acts 4:12 WEB)
There is no other name under heaven whereby we must be saved. The other name for Jesus is Christ. He is our only hope and our only access to God. Make sure to include Jesus, Christ, Jesus Christ, or a reverent abbreviation in your prayers to explicitly acknowledge our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Let's consider the other part of your request, the prayer for a relationship. It's clear that you desire a faithful, God-loving spouse, and this is a good thing.
However, let us remind you that marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman. It's important to seek God's will in this area and to pursue a relationship that aligns with biblical principles.
God tells us:
A gracious woman obtains honor, but violent men obtain riches. (Proverbs 11:16 WEB)
A wife of noble character is her husband's crown, but a disgraceful wife is like decay in his bones. (Proverbs 12:4 WEB)
The godly woman is to be praised, not just a woman. This shows the importance of marriage to another Christian. If you are currently in a relationship that does not align with biblical principles, it's crucial to repent and seek God's forgiveness. If you are in a relationship and engaged in sexual sin, this must stop and be repented for. Sex outside marriage is fornication, and sex with another's spouse is adultery. Both are strictly forbidden by God.
Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortioners, will inherit the kingdom of God. And such were some of you. But you were washed, but you were sanctified, but you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God (1 Corinthians 6:9-11 WEB)
If you are living with a girlfriend or boyfriend, it should be done so in purity with marriage in mind and to another Christian. God may want you to be married to them and may have meant for you to meet and marry. Be encouraged that you may already be with who God wants you to marry. It's important to remember that the Bible clearly tells us to be equally yoked with another believer.
Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness? What agreement has Christ with Belial? Or what portion has a believer with an unbeliever? What agreement has a temple of God with idols? For you are a temple of the living God. As God has said, I will dwell in them and walk among them. I will be their God, and they shall be my people. Therefore come out from among them and be separate, says the Lord. Touch no unclean thing. I will receive you. I will be a Father to you. You will be my sons and daughters, says the Lord Almighty. (2 Corinthians 6:14-18 WEB)
Please join us in prayer:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, thanking You for the desire in Anonymous's heart to turn to You and live a better life. We thank You that You have plans to prosper them and not to harm them, plans to give them hope and a future. We pray that You will guide them and help them to be Your faithful servant.
Lord, we also pray for a future spouse for Anonymous, a faithful, God-loving person who will support and encourage them in their faith. We pray that You will prepare them for this future marriage and that they will seek You first in all things. Help them to remain pure and to pursue a relationship that aligns with Your will and Your Word.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.