I Really Need Your Prayers, Loss Of Love And Addictions Of Family Members

[Fos3050]

I prayed for about 2 years for a good guy much like my dad and who was good to God. Sure enough last January I met this wonderful guy, Adam. He is much like my dad and also follows God and even went to church with me. God really answered my prayers even though it took a couple years. I was so thankful for that.

On the downside of things, my family life has been down in the dumps. My family has always been perfect in my eyes. Loving caring and close. A few years ago my mom required three back surgeries. In those years she became addicted to pain meds and other meds. We have tried to get her help in all ways but she refuses. And it has taken a toll on my family and myself. I still love my mom and know that she isn't a failure. But I have felt guilty for not being able to save her or my family. I began to internalize all of this and started taking it out on Adam unknowingly in different ways. I tried to control him because I couldn't control my family or mom, I was overbearing and smothering because I had an immense fear of losing him like I had "lost" my mom. I also felt that he was too good to be true because I began to get used to the constant turmoil and unhappiness in my family. I always questioned him if he really loved me bc I was protecting myself from a major let down or disappointment like I had with my family.

Two weeks ago we had our worst fight. I said things to hurt him, I did things out of character, and I was extremely overbearing and controlling. Hurt the person I really love. Since then he has blocked all communication with me. I sought a counselor for help in dealing with my family issues and she uncovered my faults and reasonings for why I had been the way I was to Adam. She has pointed out that I have become codependent due to my experiences with an addict parent. Which is why I'm overbearing, controlling, and unhappy even when I have reasons to be happy. I want more than anything for a second chance to heal and show Adam and God that I can be a better person. I am powerless over the outcome of this. I have turned Adam and Adams heart over to God. This is something only God can do. I have no way of communicating with Adam.

Please pray that under Gods grace I can be given a second chance with my relationship with adam.

Please pray for a change of heart of Adam. Pray that he misses me and focuses on the positives we had in our relationship so that our relationship can be reconciled and restored.

Please pray so that adam will open the doors of communication with me by unblocking my phone number and reaching out to me.

Please pray for the healing of my mom and her addictions.

Please pray for the healing and happiness of my family.

Please pray for my broken heart and the healing of my codependency due to my moms struggle with addictions and my exposure to those experiences.

Please help me to focus on the positives, to remain hopeful and to thwart away the devils attacks on me to make me doubt Gods will, miracles, and promises to me.

Please pray hard for me. I need all the help I can get and I want this so badly. I don't want to have ruined what I've prayed for years for and what God has blessed me with.

God bless you all.

Amen

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[MIssing]

You are yourself, and God will guide you to know who you are.

 

[patty700]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[swfl]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[promise seeker]

Father God,please fill this person with the desire to always love you first and foremost.also fill this person with that burning hunger to know your word in all its debts and details ,no matter what the circumstances.Then let this person become that bright shining light, that leads to you and not ourselves.also please place power behind those words spoken, to burst athunder those chains lucifer has woven so cunningly.in Jesus name

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[dcrandjr]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[chrive]

Please hear this prayer request O Lord.

 

[leona]

Father, I pray for restoration. May these two come together and may their lives glorify You. I pray that they will grow and be stronger in Christ so they will both respond to each other in accordance with Your love in them. May You also keep the family together. I pray that they will all begin to long for peace with one another. Bless them, in Jesus Name

 

[hostadmin]

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