Anonymous
Beloved of All
I really need god more then anything right now. I am dealing with a lot of stress and a lot of problems going on in my life, I just feel alone, losted ,hurt, overwhelmed. I am only 20 years old and I had a rough walk of life to be my age, my family isn't really there for me I losted a guy whom I really loved that I am pregnant by I still love him I really do truly miss him. I just never wanted things to be like this between me and him I did something wrong and I feel like its kinda my fault our relationship is ruined and his to I had nothing I losted all my clothes, id, birthcirtcate , high school diploma, etc . I use to have to sale myself to make a living because I was homeless my family wouldn't take me in and at the time my lover was in a different state. I told him what I was doing and he was not happy with me at all and I regarat telling him but he wouldn't send me money to help me out. so later on during the late summer time I started saleing myself once again to get a bus ticket to ohio were my boyfriend is at now it wasn't easy but I got there to him finaly and I was so happy even though I didn't have nothing I was just happy to be with him more then anything. our realionship started going downhill I started stealing because he wouldn't help me get things I wnted and needed I stole make up from his mom and I really regret it till this day and I tried to steal a t shirt from his cousins gf which I regret to. I know I was wrong and I feel bad and sad because if I wouldn't have done that we would of still been togater rite now. he did a lot of wrong doing to me as well I don't wont to get in details but we were both wrong. I just hpe to god opens his heart to forgive him and come back into my life I just miss him and love a lot and plus all the other stress iam dealing with I need prayer .