kidsandkats56
Humble Servant of All
I really need as many prayer warriors as possible to pray for this if you feel lead to. It consumes my thoughts and interfers with my relationship with God. I think because I want it so bad for my ex son in law. For close to 2 years I've felt that God wanted me to pray for my ex son in law to get his life right. The time has come for me to let go of holding onto something I hoped and prayed would happen. He really doesn't feel a need to change. (He has everything he could want after leaving my daughter, a promotion, two nice cars, a new house, an instant family with his 31 year old girlfriend and her 15 year old daughter). I've accepted that he has freewill and praying isn't going to make him change. Along with me praying i've realized he has to want to change. It makes my heart sad but I pray that someday the planted seeds will grow.