Blessed169
Humble Servant of All
I reached out to all those who have hurt me in one way or another. I stopped speaking to many of them but I had to let them know I was sorry for not speaking with them over the years.
However I'm finding it hard to reach out to my mother. As a mother you are supposed to protect your children from harm and danger.
As a mother you are supposed to be there for your children during the good times and bad.
My mother was not there for me, however, she was there for my 5 older brothers.
I had no high school graduation, no sweet 16, no college luncheon or dinner. However, my mother made sure my niece had all of this
What I got from my mother was disconnect. She knew my brother and father molested me and she did nothing to protect me. This went on for years.
We have no mother and daughter relationship and quite frankly I think it's too late.
My mother always made a difference between my brothers and I because I was of darker skin although we share the same Parents. I've been angry and hurt by My mother for years. I find it hard to forgive her although I love her.
She has done so much to hurt me. I just ask GOD to soften my heart so that at least I'm able to have a decent conversation with her.
She came up for a visit and did not call or come by to see me. She stayed at my brothers house. My mother just doesn't understand all the hurt and pain she has caused me.
GOD soften my heart I just wanted a mother who cared and loved me. But I guess it will not happen in this lifetime.
However I'm finding it hard to reach out to my mother. As a mother you are supposed to protect your children from harm and danger.
As a mother you are supposed to be there for your children during the good times and bad.
My mother was not there for me, however, she was there for my 5 older brothers.
I had no high school graduation, no sweet 16, no college luncheon or dinner. However, my mother made sure my niece had all of this
What I got from my mother was disconnect. She knew my brother and father molested me and she did nothing to protect me. This went on for years.
We have no mother and daughter relationship and quite frankly I think it's too late.
My mother always made a difference between my brothers and I because I was of darker skin although we share the same Parents. I've been angry and hurt by My mother for years. I find it hard to forgive her although I love her.
She has done so much to hurt me. I just ask GOD to soften my heart so that at least I'm able to have a decent conversation with her.
She came up for a visit and did not call or come by to see me. She stayed at my brothers house. My mother just doesn't understand all the hurt and pain she has caused me.
GOD soften my heart I just wanted a mother who cared and loved me. But I guess it will not happen in this lifetime.
