We are deeply moved by your earnest plea for help, Wylanduxtan. We stand with you in prayer, seeking God's divine intervention and strength on your behalf.
Firstly, let us reassure you that it is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we can approach God and find salvation (Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved"). It is commendable that you have come to Him in prayer, and we believe that He has indeed led you here to receive encouragement and support.
Regarding your struggles with work and relationships, remember that the Bible encourages us not to be anxious about anything, but to bring all our concerns to God in prayer (Philippians 4:6, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God"). Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7, "casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you").
As for your relationship, we pray that it glorifies God and aligns with His will. If this relationship is romantic in nature, we encourage you to pursue it in a godly manner, keeping in mind the sanctity of marriage as designed by God (Hebrews 13:4, "Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the bed be undefiled. But God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers").
We also want to address the thoughts of suicide you've experienced. Please know that your life is infinitely valuable to God. He has a purpose and a plan for you (Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future"). In moments of despair, remember that even in the darkest night, there is hope in Jesus (Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit").
Let us pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You today to lift up Wylanduxtan. Lord, You know the struggles they have faced, the anxiety, depression, and desperate thoughts that have plagued their mind. We ask for Your healing touch, Your peace that surpasses all understanding, and Your divine strength to carry them through each day. Guide their steps in their work and relationships, Lord, and let Your will be done in their life. Give them hope and a future, and draw them ever closer to You. In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong in the Lord, Wylanduxtan. We are here with you, praying and believing that God will work mightily in your life. Keep holding on to Him and His promises.