Kuldysma
Disciple of Prayer
I prayed for weight loss. I GAINED MORE WEIGHT AFTER BEING STUCK AT ### kgs for MONTHS, ALL WHILE AT THE RISK OF DYING IF I DON'T LOSE WEIGHT. My health inspection is coming up soon, and I don't know what to do. It's not like I'm not trying. I've been trying so hard. I'd even get a banned appetite suppressant drug to lose weight. I just can't. I don't want this anymore. I want to die. I've been praying for this for over A YEAR. God doesn't fuckin care about me. He'd rather I suffer.