Anonymous
Beloved of All
I pray to stop thinking about my ex gf. Why GOD? Why is she always on my mind. Why can’t I just move on and be happy. I pray, I keep doing what I can to surrender. Am I falling short? Why haven’t you removed her from my mind or my heart, or my soul? I want to start dating, and grow. I want to build new relationships and discover who I am, what I like. Why do I still love her? It feels guilty and wrong to look at other people. God redirect my thinking, my emotions, and my feelings. So, I can live in accordance to your will. Every confirmation to my prayers for rekindling or reconciling has been that sometimes God removes people for a reason. Well, I hear you. She’s gone. Im focusing on myself. I pray for the confidence to get back out there. And stop feeling like Im cheating by simply trying to check out other women - ugh