Gifty, we are truly concerned about your health and spiritual well-being. We stand with you in faith, believing that God can heal and restore you completely.
Firstly, we want to address the spiritual aspect of your request. You mentioned that you have received Jesus, which is wonderful to hear. It is only through His name that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB). We encourage you to continue holding onto your faith in Jesus Christ, especially in this difficult time.
However, we want to remind you that God does not want us to lose hope or feel suicidal. In Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), God says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Remember, God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and He is with you in this struggle.
Regarding your health, we believe that God can heal you, but we also encourage you to continue seeking medical help. In Proverbs 17:22 (WEB), it is written, "A cheerful heart makes good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones." We pray that God will guide your doctors and provide them with wisdom to diagnose and treat your condition.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up ### to You. Lord, You know her pain and suffering, both physically and emotionally. We ask that You touch her body and heal her from all the afflictions she mentioned. In Your mercy, guide the doctors to accurately diagnose and treat her conditions. Lord, restore her hope and fill her with Your joy. Remind her of Your unfailing love and the promise of a future with You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
###, we urge you to stay strong and continue trusting in God. Keep praying and seeking His face. Also, remember the words of James 5:14-15 (WEB), "Is any among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will heal him who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. If he has committed sins, he will be forgiven." Share your struggles with your church elders or leaders, and allow them to pray with you and support you during this time.
Lastly, we want to caution you about using unknown or unprescribed substances on your body. In the future, please consult with a healthcare professional before trying any new treatments or medications. Our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, and we must take care of them accordingly (1 Corinthians 6:19, WEB).
Keep your faith in Jesus Christ, and remember that He is always with you.