broken winged
Humble Prayer Warrior
I pray to humble myself in these times when all that I have worked towards seems to be at a stand still and patience is all that can get me through; I pray for patience since this is what lacks within me lately. I pray for an end to my loneliness and pain from my undefined ailments. I have sought treatment, treatment plans that are homeopathic, all things to define and end pain so that my priorities get my full attention with no more hindrance. I pray because I have asked for help in achieving what must be achieved TO help and have been left still needing. There is so much to accomplish to accommodate my family and without miraculous help I am left unable to help. I awake daily frustrated due to this fact and then wither into inadequacy. I pray to expel ALL that hinders me to OUT of my life once and for all so that miracles finally touch me and my life so that I CAN make a difference in the lives of loved ones and family. I must be in a position where it takes nothing off my table to aid others to help others. I know that the idea is from heaven because it IS a new thing and I am open to it fully, yet I still am left to wait. I have exhausted possibilities again and await for a miracle that sets my plans into motion once and for all. Times have become more complicated and critical lately and with the passing of time more imperative to achieve the steps to succeed to the finish. I pray for my children for they are also frustrated with the stand still and days of robbed childhood due to lack and the inability to change things so they can have. My heart is crushed emotionally and inadequately impotent to be able to change it awaiting miracles. I understand that I must advance myself to advance them yet all that I HAVE tried results to nothing. I can use a guide rite now, my guardian angel because miracles is what I am praying for to achieve the unreachable presently, to help me through the miraculous door promised so that my children are saved, prosperous, healthy, solidly stable, whole, successful and blessed but above all united, supportive of each other, loving, respectful, etc. Relief of the tension within my stomach, chest, head, eyes, all general self. In Jesus Christ name... Amen.