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Hoekun
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I pray this morning due to the inability to sleep. Lately there is too much on my mind to fathom sleep. I have done all that I could to make this marriage work and not be an utter waste of patience. I am losing this battle 
due to his decision tge other day to head butt me in the face. He has gone over a week now with NO explanation nor apology nor ownership of his poor decision walking around as the narcissist I unfortunately married. I get soo angry at watching this live everyday since and the anger growing festering to the point of impatience. I am not me and I hate that he has hurt me with NO care in the world to what his decision has begun within me. It seems to be the beat of my days of late... anger, frustration, disappointment, shock, and pain. I have done all that I can to realize my family's dreams yet soo lonely 
. I wrote to section 8 explaining why the state rep called in hopes I would get a rise out of them into action on our behalf. I have yet to hear anything from them regarding my mother nor me. I keep firm in the belief that we will be offered our 5 bedroom house 3.5 bath with in-law suite that is separate and has its own exit. I have this whole floor plan in mind for the day I get to participate ☺ in my dream design and home. This floor plan accommodates ALL of us to where we would have to move NO more. I also would like a one bedroom tiny house near us so my mother can live independently until she must move to the main house or upper level care. I truly was trying to care for my family and work from home. This life is desired due to the pandemic and wanting to keep my family safe and close knit. Having relief in this area will make room for the tall list of accomplishments yet to realize to be realized. I am forty years old now and time for changes is presently keeping me up at night or unable to reach rem sleep. My children's education I pray that their minds be blessed to understand and successfully complete all requirements and beyond 
so that they do not struggle. My son's teacher must be changed since the one he currently has cares nothing about his education that she left me in the dark regarding over 40+ assignments and has gotten away with it. Hey, injustice is not assuring along with failed communication. I am worried about my children's futures at this point due to the push back instead of push forward we seem to be getting. I pray that our magnet be returned so that we attract ALL the positive. We seem to have some dark cloud over us that seems to attract all the bad 
and I pray this be true no more. I am tired of sounding scattered so I have been antisocial lately and distant with those who deserve it. I am no Saint and deserve the silence to the turbulence father. In Jesua Christ name... Amen.
due to his decision tge other day to head butt me in the face. He has gone over a week now with NO explanation nor apology nor ownership of his poor decision walking around as the narcissist I unfortunately married. I get soo angry at watching this live everyday since and the anger growing festering to the point of impatience. I am not me and I hate that he has hurt me with NO care in the world to what his decision has begun within me. It seems to be the beat of my days of late... anger, frustration, disappointment, shock, and pain. I have done all that I can to realize my family's dreams yet soo lonely . I wrote to section 8 explaining why the state rep called in hopes I would get a rise out of them into action on our behalf. I have yet to hear anything from them regarding my mother nor me. I keep firm in the belief that we will be offered our 5 bedroom house 3.5 bath with in-law suite that is separate and has its own exit. I have this whole floor plan in mind for the day I get to participate ☺ in my dream design and home. This floor plan accommodates ALL of us to where we would have to move NO more. I also would like a one bedroom tiny house near us so my mother can live independently until she must move to the main house or upper level care. I truly was trying to care for my family and work from home. This life is desired due to the pandemic and wanting to keep my family safe and close knit. Having relief in this area will make room for the tall list of accomplishments yet to realize to be realized. I am forty years old now and time for changes is presently keeping me up at night or unable to reach rem sleep. My children's education I pray that their minds be blessed to understand and successfully complete all requirements and beyond so that they do not struggle. My son's teacher must be changed since the one he currently has cares nothing about his education that she left me in the dark regarding over 40+ assignments and has gotten away with it. Hey, injustice is not assuring along with failed communication. I am worried about my children's futures at this point due to the push back instead of push forward we seem to be getting. I pray that our magnet be returned so that we attract ALL the positive. We seem to have some dark cloud over us that seems to attract all the bad and I pray this be true no more. I am tired of sounding scattered so I have been antisocial lately and distant with those who deserve it. I am no Saint and deserve the silence to the turbulence father. In Jesua Christ name... Amen.
