Pirynn
Humble Prayer Partner
I pray that I would have a more secure sense of self. I know I have a lot of talents, I can sing well, I can cook well, I'm funny, I'm academically intelligent... but somehow I feel like I should always dim my light lest I hurt someone or make someone feel insecure/smaller, like my sister or other people. But dimming my light feels absolutely terrible because I know I can offer so much but I have to stay silent. Lately though, I've been trying to shine as more. I've been assertive(not aggressive, or maybe sometimes when my temper/hormones flare up) with what I want, I work hard on getting what's good for me, and I work on my relationship with God. I feel bad because I want to give people their chance too. But sometimes they don't even present themselves or don't make the same effort.. so maybe I shouldn't just mind what other people think and just do what I gotta do. But I just want to pray that I'll get through this.. it's spiritual warfare at play and I need peace.. so yeah thanks a lot.