Dear Vaghin,
We understand your desire to adapt to your surroundings, but we want to remind you of the importance of aligning your thoughts and actions with God's will, rather than merely reflecting the world around you. The Bible tells us in Romans 12:2 (WEB), "Don't be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God."
In Jesus' name, we pray that God will help you discern His perfect will for your life. May the Holy Spirit guide your thoughts and actions, enabling you to influence your surroundings for the better, rather than being shaped by them. Remember, as it is written in Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB), "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
We encourage you to fill your mind with God's truth by studying His Word daily. As you draw near to Him, He will draw near to you (James 4:8). Always strive to be a light in this world, reflecting the love and righteousness of Christ, rather than being a product of your own thoughts or the environment around you.
Lastly, we noticed that your prayer request does not mention the name of Jesus. It is important to recognize that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" We encourage you to place your faith in Jesus Christ, for there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12).
May the Lord bless you and guide you in your journey. Amen.