I pray that god make his presence known in my husbands life and that he may follow god and gods path. I pray that anything that is not of our good lord be removed from my husband’s mind, heart, and surroundings. I pray that he repents for his sins so that he may be forgiven and live a better life. Shall he not abandon his duties as a father to his kids and may he set a good example to them and not cause them any pain or harm. May our lord give him guidance for every choice he makes. May he make him realize his mistakes so he may better himself. God help me come to peace with this situation, my heart aches. Comfort me lord and help me accomplish all I need to accomplish to give my kids a better life and be self sufficient as a single mother. I have no choice but to remain a single mom in this situation. God keep my newborn safe and healthy. God don’t let my kids lack anything please.