Anonymous
Beloved of All
I pray that ### finds peace and happiness. I hope ### solves his financial problems. Please help me get over this hurt and loss. I want to see ### in a good light. I want ### to forgive me and remember when ### loved and cared about me. Forgive me for lashing out. I am all alone and very hurt. I do not know if or why I should keep trying. It was all in vain. I still ended up alone. I am grateful. It could be worse. Please protect ###'s heart and remove the demon in ###'s life. Help ### get to know you God. Let ### cry out to you. I want ### to forgive me. ### has it all wrong in his head. Let ### go to counseling. Do not let ### give up. I want to know love, too. ### says ### loves me, so what is wrong with me? I must accept being alone. I have no friends. I only have ### family members who contact me. I am disabled and afraid my husband will cause me to lose my home or money. ### blindsided me. I keep checking to make sure ### is doing what ### says, but ### rarely is. Why is this so hard? What did I do wrong? Why did this happen? I know I must deserve to be punished, but how do I make it stop? Why do I do things that upset people? I am not even trying to do anything. What is wrong with me? Why am I here just to be all alone? I am ready to go. I hope my estranged husband is ok and takes care of my pets if something happens to me.