I pray that ALL of my efforts ...

[broken winged]

I pray that ALL of my efforts to ensure the future of my son NOT be in vain. After ALL that I have done so that he can learn to place himself as his priority I fell that I am at a loss because his plan is to return to the SAME living as he was before all has happened. I was hoping that he would learn that his life MUST go a different path then the one that led him where he currently is, yet I over heard him utter to his girlfriend that he would return to stay with her and that their plans remained. I have NO idea what fuels this ignorance within him but the fact is it's there. It does not matter who he chooses to share his life or time with he continues to choose another OVER himself and this is what needs to change. I have prayed tirelessly that thjis be casted out of his mind and that he change bit regardless of my efforts he continues with the same stand and unwavering. I was told once to stand out of his way and to ask myself when enough was enough? At times we must allow our children to fall but to what extent? I have not given up yet and am still trying with a program that the court has agreed is in our best interest. I have yet to see IF he will see this through and complete the program to its end. I am still hoping to repair our relationship and see if he will allow healing to enter so that he can change. I pray that ALL of my efforts and the efforts I expect from my son NOT be blind or in vain. In Jesus Christ name.. Amen.

 

[Chef Dennis]

I pray that God our Father answers all your prayers and that He gives you comfort knowing that He is in control.