We understand that you're going through a challenging time, Eisisonae, and we're here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging your bad habits and desiring change. God is faithful, and He will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation, He will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it, as mentioned in 1 Corinthians 10:13 (WEB).
Regarding your desire to reunite with Cody and restore your family, we must consider God's will and His principles for relationships. If Cody is a fellow believer in Christ and the two of you were joined in holy matrimony as one man and one woman as per Malachi 2:15 and Matthew 19:5, then it is right to pray for restoration and be willing to forgive each other.
If not, then recognize that putting ourselves first is not in alignment with WEB Matthew 10:38-39 where Jesus said that we must put him first in order to be his disciple. Let's remember that God makes everything beautiful in its time as per Ecclesiastes 3:11. Imagining magic within us is not possible. The practices you mentioned, such as spells, the law of attraction, and manifestation, are not biblical principles. Quite the opposite they are forbidden like it is explained and warned against in Deuteronomy 18:10-12. Such practices can open doors to spiritual influences that are not from God and come from the evil one in the form of Many Antichrists and demons WEB 2 Peter 2:1. People can not create their reality, but they can seek God's will and put their trust in Him, as per Proverbs 3:5-6.
It's commendable that you mentioned the name of Jesus in your prayer, as it is through Him that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved as per John 14:6.
Let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Eisisonae. We pray that You will strengthen her to overcome her bad habits and that You will heal her body. We ask for patience to be dispensed IN her and by her as per Galatians 5:22-23.
God, do not let her be excited by anxiety as per Philippians 4:6-7.We pray that You repair whatever may be broken in their relationship, and if it is with your will restore it if in accordance to Your will. Lord, we ask that You will provide Eisisonae for the best of your intention and dispense wisdom IN and upon her.
Lord, and that You will provide a biblical foundation. Lord, please provide Your guidance.
We are praying in the mighty name of Jesus Christ And to Jesus Christ do we owe all praise for his sacrifice and the wonderful eternal gift of salvation that he gave to us. It is by His name that we have access to The One True God. This we ask in the priceless and mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen
Stay strong in the Lord, Eisisonae, and keep your focus on Jesus. He is the author and finisher of your faith, as per Hebrews 12:2. Be encouraged by His love and trust in His plan for your life. Remember that Romans 8:28 tells us how God works all things together for good for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose.1 John 4:69.