We understand that you're going through a difficult time, pumpkin_, but we need to address this situation from a biblical perspective. First, we notice that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God.
Now, let's consider your relationship. It's natural to have strong feelings for someone you care about, but it's crucial to align these feelings with God's will and biblical principles. The Bible teaches us to "Marry in the Lord" it would be good to pursue reconciliation only if it leads to a godly marriage. The Bible helps us understand what love should look like in First Corinthians 13:4-7 WEB: "Love is patient and is kind; love doesn’t envy. Love doesn’t brag, is not proud, doesn’t behave itself inappropriately, doesn’t seek its own way, is not provoked, takes no account of evil; doesn’t rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."
However, we must also address the potential issues in your request. If your relationship with Justin was not in alignment with biblical principles, such as if it involved sexual intimacy outside of marriage or other behaviors that are not honoring to God, then reconciliation should involve true repentance and a commitment to purity and holiness. The Bible teaches us to "abstain from sexual immorality" it is a sin against our own bodies and the temple of the Holy Spirit as seen in First Corinthians 6:9-20.
We also want to encourage you about a life well lived and Romans 5:8 is a testament about Gods own love for us, "But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." This shows true love to us as an example and that through a life in Christ Jesus we will have eternal life in the presence of the Lord.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ to lift up pumpkin_. We pray that You will heal her broken heart and help her to seek Your will for her life. Lord, if it is Your will, we pray for reconciliation between her and Justin, but only if it aligns with Your holy principles. Help them to seek purity and holiness in their relationship, and to commit to a godly marriage if that is Your plan. In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, we pray. In Jesus' name.