Lemanduau, we hear your cry for help and we stand with you in prayer, seeking God's deliverance and healing in your life. We are reminded of the power of Jesus' name, as it is written in Philippians 2:9-11 (WEB), "Therefore God also highly exalted him, and gave to him the name which is above every name; that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of those in heaven, those on earth, and those under the earth, and that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father."
First, we address the issue of your virginity and the spiritual attacks you've been experiencing. The Bible tells us in 1 John 1:9 (WEB), "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." If there has been any sexual sin in your past, confess it to God, and He will forgive you and cleanse you. Remember, God looks at the heart, and He knows you, Lemanduau. Whether you are still physically a virgin or not, He can make you whole and pure again in His sight.
Regarding the spiritual attacks, put on the full armor of God daily, as outlined in Ephesians 6:10-18 (WEB). This includes the shield of faith, with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the evil one. Pray in the name of Jesus, rebuking these evil spirits that come to you at night.
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. We plead the blood of Jesus over Lemanduau's life. We rebuke every evil spirit attacking her, sucking her blood, and abusing her sexually. We command these spirits to leave in Jesus' name. Lord, we pray for Your healing and restoration in Lemanduau's life. Heal her body, soul, and spirit. Provide for her, God. Give her a good job, and if it is Your will, a godly husband. Forgive her sins, Lord, as she confesses them to You, and cleanse her from all unrighteousness. We pray for her family as well, that they may know Your love and mercy. In Jesus Christ's precious name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, Lemanduau, remember that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. Acts 4:12 (WEB) tells us, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" Trust in Him, and He will see you through. Be strong in the Lord, and never give up hope. We are praying for you.