Braenwain
Disciple of Prayer
Oh lord, you know how much I love my ex girlfriend, we broke up almost two years ago this September, but kept me in her life after the horrible mistakes I had made for her to leave me, I regret my actions over and over, Lord, I regret the words I said to her that emotionally hurt her, the both of us together without the arguing is very special and unique, I pray to you Lord to forgive me as I know she fell in love with me, she gave her heart to me and I betrayed her heart with my jealousy. You know we both talk every single day, and this Sunday I pray that we spend time together, we had planned that day, yes she made a drunken mistake last October and got pregnant by some man, it must had been hard for her to tell me, I never once left her side in the two years I have known her. Regardless how I have badly acted with her, I never once left her side and was always there when she needed me. Please oh Lord and almighty, please bring her back to me, let us meet this Sunday so she can see I am not the person she portrayed because of my actions. I'd never in this world hurt her, or her baby, you know this, and I am willing to prove myself to her that I can be her everything and provide a good life that she deserves to have. We used to be very close even after we broke up, the feelings remained there, and I don't know if she still feels that way about me or not, she say's she just wants friendship and that's it, she knows I am so in love with her, it hurts and breaks my heart with the damage I have caused her. I do not know if her defense walls are up that high and thick, she is hiding how she truly feels about me, please God, father and creator of me and the Earth, bring her back to me, let her see this Sunday 2nd July, that this will be a start of new beginnings between us, let her see that I am loving towards her, Amen.