Zordrinor
Disciple of Prayer
I humbly come to the forum and ask for your help in a prayer. My name is Michelle and I have been struggling to develop deep connections with anyone ever since a very tumultuous relationship, that I found the strength to walk away from two years ago. I have always been one who has been able to offer my love but I continually find myself in circumstances that seemingly prevent me from developing a relationship filled with this love and happiness. I have been unable to make a deep connection with anyone, and I desire this greatly, as I know that I have so much love to offer. There has only been one person, David, that I have been able to make an instantaneous connection that I can not explain, but something always seems to block the connection from deepening. I am unsure if it is me and my reservations, or if it is him, but our communication is lacking and we continuously find ourselves in a cycle of not speaking to one another. I will reach out, and things seem great, and then he will not respond. I pray to remove this blockage of our connection and our communication. However, I do accept God's plan for what it is, and if he is divinely the one creating the block within this relationship. Despite that acceptance, I still find myself thinking about him and our instant connection frequently and it has weighed heavy on my mind for months now. I pray for clarity.