Ifgen
Humble Servant of All
I pray for healing spiritually, mentally, and physically. I pray for great health, a new home, a new job, a new car, and a new iPhone. I pray to be healed from mild scoliosis and from flat feet. I pray to be healed from the tear in my back and to be made better. I pray that my eyes get healed and my body. I feel as if I'm under attack by the man upstairs, and it easily does whatever he's doing, and it's affecting my body, and I don't want to be this way. I pray that the pain goes away and that I get back to myself. This man has been bothering me for a very long time, and I feel like he thinks it's okay for him to walk around and do whatever he wants to do while I suffer downstairs; he's crazy. I was staring up because I heard noise, and he dropped something right where I was looking, and my eyes just felt kind of strange. He's crazy; I feel like he wants to see me sitting down in one spot, and it's strange because as he's walking around, I could sense some sort of emotion as he drops things, and sometimes he would wait for me to move before he decides to drop something and then he would drop something else and he would walk off aggressively like he just accomplished something. The noise he makes is as if he's doing it to mess with me. I'm praying for a healing; this is going way too far. It's been going on for years now, maybe two, and I'm stressed out. I'm tired and just want to be normal and be okay. My eyes, my head—I need my head, my thoughts; everything just seems as if they're not my own. I've been praying, reading the Bible, and doing a lot of studying and reading, but nothing is changing. I believe that one day it'll change. I pray that things get better and that this man leaves me alone. I pray that God makes me healthy and makes my body strong so that I could start to feel like myself. I want to be happy and I want to feel okay. I want to be healthy and feel normal. Please help me and better me. I pray for healing and I pray that things begin to change. I pray for strength and protection from this man so that I can be myself again and be happy. Something is not right. I pray for strength to be able to move away from this man. I wanted to feel sick one time because of how I had said something bad about someone, and something bad ended up happening to them, and I didn't feel like myself and kind of not been myself for a while. I pray that I can learn to love myself again and be a better woman to people and not allow people to walk all over me or mistreat me. I pray I get to have another chance to be myself and to get back to myself. Please help me, please. I'm not myself and went through a period of isolating myself. My hands bother me as well; my entire body does. Please pray for me and please help me so I can feel normal and feel like myself.