Ifgen
Humble Servant of All
I pray for healing spiritually mentally and physically. I pray for great health, a new home, a new job, a new car and a new iphone. I pray that all of my health issues be resolved so I can start to be true to myself and follow out my dreams. I pray that all of my fears be taken away and that I be made back to the confident woman that I've always been. I pray that I be protected from my enemies, I feel like my mom and the neighbors next door upstairs and across the hall are against me. I used to argue a lot with the people in the building because people used to stare at me a lot and watch me. I was sitting down on the staircase and this guy was staring at me so hard until I had to turn around and say something I moved out the way and I haven't felt comfortable with being out in that hallway. I had issues with people getting on the elevator and people walking past me down the stairs. I pray for healing and that I get back to myself. I pray to be healed from mild scoliosis and for my teeth to grow back. I pray that I can forgive my family for.disliking me and learn to move away from them. I pray for my body to heal and for me to get back to myself. I feel like my body odor was changing and I started to smell myself I wasn't washing up this started when I was staying over my aunt's house. I didn't like the neighbors upstairs and felt like they didn't like me either so I had issues with the man and his family. My cousin used to make noise and then they started to make noise it's like they was listening from upstairs they used to bring motorcycles inside the house and walk them inside in their home upstairs. I didn't like that and the man upstairs I used to see him making faces at me when I would be downstairs he would stare at me as if he was annoyed that I used to be on the porch and he said that I'm always on.the.porch towards me. My cousin couldn't stand me and she would not talk to me but she would talk about how she.wanted a new home and.things like that she's insane. I felt very uncomfortable.around her and she would smile at me but she.would always walk so.close. towards me and she would do.this.walk.that kind of frightened me. And then when I was asleep she had.her.butt in my face and I had my face.facing that way I had to turn around or wake up from my sleep that woman had animosity towards me and I didn't do anything to her I don't know why she don't like me I feel like it's jealousy and envy and I used to always see her staring at me while I was eating when I first stayed over her house then she would watch me when I was on the computer she would stare at me from behind and watch me click on things she was not right I felt like she was staring at my feet when I was laying down on.the.bed.and I would be listening to music with the room door closed and she would be listening through the walls I could feel it she got problems and then she would walk very close towards me when I would be sitting down.she said excuse me but I was not in her way she got problems and I would see her walking around as if it's all about her and she used to come over my house to talk with my brother and never came inside the room but she would say bye to me once she left out I felt like she was fake I don't talk to her anymore and.she.dont talk to me her step father was strange to me too he would walk behind me everytime I turn around he would be right there he's insane and it's weird that that happened to me I pray for healing and that I get back.to.myself.that house traumatized me I felt stressed out I was in the.room the entire time alone.listening to music or on the porch.i wasn't interacting.with people that much and just pray that I can heal from the pain. I pray for better days.