Ifgen
Humble Servant of All
I pray for healing spiritually, mentally, and physically. I pray for great health, a new home, a new job, a new car, and a new iPhone. I pray to be healed from flat feet and mild scoliosis. I pray for my teeth to heal and grow back, the ones that came out. I pray for the tear in my back to be healed and for the pinch nerve in my hand to heal. I've been having problems with my body for a long time due to stress from over the previous years and would just like to heal and grow from all the pain and suffering I've been through. I was visiting hospitals and told them about my hands; they gave me medication and put me in the psych ward, voluntarily, because they asked me if going to the hospital would make things right. My mother was stressing me out badly; she wasn't speaking to me at one point and would leave the house and just go straight to work. I didn't feel like myself for a while; I felt like this building threw me off and messed me up. There's a lot of people who watch other people inside this building, and sometimes I get nervous about that and would find myself twisting and turning my body trying to open the door downstairs. This one girl wouldn't move over whenever she would see me coming out of the building and would just stand there and make faces behind my back whenever I would come inside the building. Her and her brother would just watch me, and she started moving her feet over when she would see me walking; she was jealous of me because she started ignoring me after I would go out of my way to speak with her. I don't talk to her anymore; she's younger than me, and she would grab her brother whenever she saw me and would look straight, but I could feel her negative energy there. There were a lot of people in this building who were very negative, and I pray that I get my confidence back. I felt nervous; people were trying to date me in the building, it was bad. I pray for healing; I don't like that my home didn't feel safe towards me. I pray for brighter days. I pray that the pinch nerve in my hands be healed so I can create my own YouTube channel and start creating. I pray that my body heals so I can work out again. I pray that my mind heals; I don't feel like a regular person; I feel like I'm being attacked. I pray that my eyes and toes and fingers heal every day; I feel stressed and worried. I had a hemorrhoid for a while, and I just pray that everything works out for me. I went to a chiropractor doctor, and he told me that I lost the curve in my neck on the left side of my neck. I felt like even the chiropractor couldn't help me; I felt stressed out, burdened, and just felt like I was going through so much. Arguing with people and being around people who didn't want to do anything with themselves or who didn't want to help better me; I was stressed out. I miss the person I used to be; I let myself go and was hanging around the wrong people, and it was very bad, and I just want to heal and grow. I don't like my brother; I don't trust him; I felt like he was always jealous of me and talking down on me, a very negative person, and I'm a girl. I used to fight with him all the time whenever my mom would leave the house; he would invite people over, and I would be asleep, and he snapped at me once because I grabbed his foot to wake him up, and he told me not to touch him, and he was walking up to me like he was going to hit me, so I ended up hitting him, and we started fighting. He didn't respect me; he called me crazy and started saying things about me. I pray that things get better for me and that I get back to myself. I pray for a new home so I don't feel traumatized. I pray for better days and for my health to get better.
