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Humble Servant of All
I pray for healing spiritually mentally and physically. I pray for a new home, a new job, a new car and a new iphone. I haven't been honest about a lot of things and said something about someone that's been haunting me and I feel really sad and guilty about it. My body is changing and bad things are happening to me because of this. I pray for forgiveness and healing to become a better person more truthful and honest about things and to stop being dishonest because it's affecting me. I pray to stop using the bathroom on myself ever since I came home from my aunt's house from when I used to live with her I haven't been myself, I'm afraid to sit on the toilet because I felt like her neighbors were listening to me even when I would be asleep they would be listening. I once was lying down and I felt like someone was walking over my head and my head felt heavy and I didn't feel like myself I felt like this old man upstairs was doing something to me because I could feel someone in the room above me moving around and if I would move they could tell and I was afraid to get out the bed even afraid to walk on the floor something was happening to me feet and my vagina my vagina felt like someone was doing something to me even my face and hands felt strange I felt like my cousin was doing something with his face and it scared me he would be moving strange I would be in the room and could feel him turn his neck really fast to go to the bathroom but there's a wall and he would have to walk past that wall to even go to the bathroom and I could feel everyone in the house walk past really fast even my aunt and her daughter I never felt so stressed out and disliked. It was very uncomfortable my aunt's daughter didn't like me and she even told her mother that she didn't like me the entire house didn't like me and I would feel her boyfriend talking bad about me to her whenever I would have my back turned that bothered me and made me uncomfortable but it's like her daughter was watching me she would always move around me very strangely and I just didn't like her whenever I would have a cup in between my legs I could feel her waiting for me to pick up the cup that's how hard she would be watching me and I would grab my phone and she would still be watching me I don't know what her problem was with me she must of was envious of me and I felt it her and her mother would hang out in each other's room and wouldn't even invite me inside the rooms with them they would be laughing and watching TV and talking bad about me on the phone to my grandmother saying I was walking around the house back and forth and I wasn't I would get up to get out of the room because I felt like I couldn't lay down all day so it's like if I got up to watch tv they would have a fit and start doing things with their lips and start whispering to each other about me I felt it I was working two jobs and didn't even want to get dressed for work I hated my living situation money didn't seem to make me happy and I just felt like I didn't know what to do with myself I had issues with people at work and their was a girl who worked there who didn't like me and she would stare at me and speak to everyone else but me she was tall and I could tell she didn't like me cause her and another girl would be making faces at each other whenever I would talk I pray that my body heals someone did something to me I didn't feel normal I was in the hallway and felt like my body was giving out on me and I had so much pain in my private area my legs and arms I couldn't move I had to stand still for a while and this happened in the building that I live in and I felt like the elevator door the intercom had an evil spirit out to get me and I couldn't fight back whenever I would walk up the stairs I could feel someone watching over me or like someone was behind me or over me and I couldn't go inside the house it was worse they had to put me on medication and I was not myself I was crying a lot and no one understood my pain I was stressed out even now I feel like something is wrong with my private area because it's just so much pain whenever I touch down there even when I lay down I have to patiently lay down I hate to go into detail but this is strange and not normal to me because I never went through anything like this and then when I was opening up some chips my brother was listening to me open them I could feel him listening and I had to open them slowly even my mother would tell me to hold onto the door instead of me closing it I could feel her listening to me whenever I would leave the house she would follow me and lock the door right behind me but I felt like she was mad that I left out and would just lock the door behind me she was acting strange her and my brother I pray that my health gets better I haven't been honest about things and been talking bad of people for a while and now I feel like it's all coming back to me and I was talking bad about this person because I knew she didn't like me so I pray that I'm forgiven and made whole again and it's like I'm always scratching my face if something is near me or I feel something and my body just seems to be changing and the guy Im talking to now I haven't been honest with him about things and lied to him about a lot of things and just pray that I get back to myself and stop lying about things I felt like I used him for his car and for him to take me places just like I was on the bus and felt as if I was using bus drivers just to get me to where I was going and I didn't have any money but I kept on trying to get on the bus for free and I would even be going to people houses because I was locked out of mine I had no where to go and felt like I didn't care about my life and I would stay over random people houses who I would meet from outside and I didn't like that I did that about myself and I felt like I just didn't care because of my past I said something mean about someone and something happened to them and I couldn't believe it happened or that I would say the things that I said I felt guilty and like a bad person and didn't know what to do with myself I felt bad and didn't want to live everyday when I wake up I still feel guilty and like life is just not the same anymore and I don't feel happy in the relationship I'm in and that's why I tend to lie to him about things and even with my mother I feel like she's against me and she been doing stuff through the walls it's strange and I haven't been feeling like myself at all I felt like she didn't know what happened to me I felt unlike myself ever since her boyfriend passed away he was mean towards me and he barely knew me he knew of me but my mother made him think less of me she told him that I never worked and that I didn't want to help her with bills I was working at a supermarket and gave her $25 dollars she was rushing me to give it to her I don't pay her any mind she listen through walls too and send negative vibes when I came home from the hospital she gave me a fake key and didn't care about it she said so and I went to grab the phone to call my grandmother and she grabbed the phone cord and unplugged the phone she told the people at the hospital that I visit hospitals and basically saying I was crazy I did used to leave out the house and visit different hospitals because I didn't have anything to do in the house and I felt like she was doing something to me for a long time she did something with her fingers and my fingers got affected by it and she was watching me when I was walking and sleeping and she told me to lay down in her room and she slept in the living room her and my brother both was up moving things around and I was in the bed or out of the house both of them was strange and they didn't like me and that bothered me she was crazy and she would come out of her bedroom to move my leg when I was asleep and told me to turn my leg another way that troubled me and made me uncomfortable and then when I was sitting down in the house she went grocery shopping and she unpacked the food and she placed all the groceries on my lap before I could get up it's like she was rushing she's strange and I don't think she want the best for me I always felt that way of her she don't show appreciation and just seem to be all about her and she even talked bad of me and put illnesses on me that's why I don't feel safe around her she was listening to me move around the house and I was not doing anything she would watch me sleep and watch me open up the fridge and she even crossed over me on Thanksgiving day and I was putting the macaroni and cheese on stove and turned around to get it she had already reached over me and my entire chest was in pain and she would stare at my head whenever I would be asleep she was talking to me and I closed my eyes to go back to sleep and she still was standing there she's a psychopath I feel like and she would always try to start arguments with me and she would do things with her eyes and with her vagina and she was in competition with me I'm praying for a healing to be restored I don't compete with her or hate on her I don't know why shes hating on me or worried about me to the point she's trying to project fear onto me right now there's no cable in the house and she let it be that way for a year now and she doesn't care that I'm in the house and she works two jobs now she's selfish and she would say she's going to turn the TV on but never do it's been months now since she said that and then she told me to move out of her way when she was walking on the living floor she was sweeping and I moved out her way I feel like she was mad cause people say good things about me and she was jealous and hating on me she's evil jealous of her own child and saying bad things about me and calling me names saying I was crazy or what not and then told me not to be walking back and forth in the room when there's no cable on she's crazy and need help she wanted me to lay down all day and not move her and my aunt both crazy you have to get up and move around throughout the day if you lay down too long that cause problems with your legs and things like that she got issues this whole family do and nobody own businesses or nothing they not the richest but just not want to do things I like to get up and walk and do things even feeling depressed at times I don't want to be down not working or feeling the way that I do I pray that things change and that I get back to myself my body is going through something from all the years of stress and being around negative people getting into the law of attraction and trying to change things I felt like I wasn't myself and just went down the wrong path it wasn't all that bad following the law of attraction but it's just not for me and the man upstairs keep on bothering me it's like he's crazy I felt at times I wasn't moving inside my sleep in the bed that I was laying in I don't know if I was paralyzed or not but I definitely felt like something was off and I felt like my mother and the man next door was sending me spiritual attacks and trying to throw me off and make me not like myself trying to get me to do things or think things of myself they was not right even my mother she would walk really fast in the house and she do things with her feet her and my grandmother and I can feel it through the phone she would do stuff with her eyes and things of that nature even my mother both her and my grandmother and even my aunt would things over the phone I could feel it people crazy out here I have to mind my business and protect myself so I'm asking for protection and for me to take care of myself I feel as if my head felt some type of way the man upstairs was doing things to my head my body on the inside I felt like if I bend over he was dropping things and listening to me from upstairs he's crazy and so is my mother I don't trust her or him I told her all the things that he was doing and she still was speaking to him I pray that my health gets better that I get my life back and to be healed from these attacks that's been going on with me I pray today that I be healed and back to good health overall
