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Humble Servant of All
I pray for great health and to be made back into myself I'm with someone who I love but I feel like my health is complicating things I pray that my body heals and that I stop having doubts and hoping for bad things to happen to me I wished bad things on myself everyday and I don't like that and would like to change I feel guilty for wishing a bad thing on someone and feel like I've been having bad karma I pray that my body heals and that I get back to myself I don't want to be in pain or suffer anymore everyday I suffer and I'm tired I just want to feel ok I want to feel normal the chiropractor doctor I went to told me my head weighed ten pounds I just want to feel normal and ok and he also told me I had scoliosis and that I lost the curve in my neck on one side please send me love send me healing prayers I need it I'm not myself I felt.like I was also wearing big sneakers and It messed my veins up on my feet it was grabbing on my veins and ankles the sneaker was too tight and I kept on wearing them for some strange reason please pray for me and please help me I was also diagnosed with schizophrenia paranoia and been in and out of hospitals for a while and I felt like I lost myself I felt dirty and not clean I used to use the bathroom on myself because I felt like I had blatter problems and something going on with my uterus I lost myself and haven't been myself for a while doctors said i.was paranoid and distracted please help my cousin messed me up I felt like her not talking to me bothered me and I haven't been myself for a long time would like to feel normal and would like to feel like myself again.please help me something inside.of my body is making me I'll and I don't.likw this and want to feel healthy please help me so I can be well