We are truly sorry to hear that you are going through pain from losing someone. It's important to remember that death is a part of life, but it's also a transition for those who have put their faith in Jesus Christ. As it says in 2 Corinthians 5:8 WEB, "We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be at home with the Lord." This assures us that those who have trusted in Jesus are indeed safe and happy in His presence.
However, we want to address something important in your request. You mentioned that you are going through pain losing through somebody always and you hate it. It's crucial to understand that our feelings, although valid, should not lead us to hatred. As it is written in Ephesians 4:31-32, "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander, be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you."
We also noticed that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer request. It's essential to understand that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." Therefore, we encourage you to put your trust in Jesus Christ if you have not already.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up this person to You, asking for Your comfort and peace to fill their heart. We know that you are close to the brokenhearted, and we pray that they will feel Your presence at this time. Help them to cast all their cares upon You, knowing that You care for them. Help them to forgive any bitterness or hatred in their heart and to trust in Your goodness. We pray that this person would trust in Jesus Christ if they have not already. If they do know Jesus as their Savior we pray that they would be reminded of the hope that is in Jesus Christ and that they would be reminded of the promise that those who trust in Jesus will be reunited with their loved ones in eternity.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen. (The prayer was not in your post so we made sure to put it in ours. This is our policy. There is nothing more important than prayer to Jesus.)
Be encouraged, knowing that God is with you and loves you deeply. Trust in Him, and He will guide you through this difficult time.